It's a cruel summer, with you

Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes

And if I bleed, you'll be the last to know

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SS hates talking about feelings

SS just wants to fuck it and have fun

SS doesn't give half a fuck

SS doesn't know why people whine and complain

SS doesn't know why people like to harp on feelings and emotions

SS doesn't know why people have expectations just to get disappointed after

SS is confident about herself and knows what she wants and doesn't want

SS is easy going and dam game

SS is strong and independent

SS hates talking about feelings

People who know me well will know and agree with all the above. Phew thank god I haven't had to think/talk about feelings for awhile. 'Twas a good break from my unusual self and I am back to the old SS! Let's not talk about feelings and let's fucking go have fun!

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It's cool, that's what I tell 'em

No rules in breakable heaven

Chandelier still flickering here

I dress to kill my time

I take the long way home

I ask the traffic lights if it'll be all right

They say, "I don't know"

Life has been good. I have been happy. I met my friends more often, was more open minded to getting to know more/new people, hanging out with friends' friends, reconnecting with old friends, went drinking/partying more, been saying more yes instead of no, spent more time with my family, played more vb, had tons of fun during pesta sukan comps, went to dance, bought more clothes, dressed up more often, studied more, thought about my future and career a lil' more. Focusing on my MRCS part B coming soon, after which I have a lot planned! There are so many things I want to do and pursue after my exam ends. I have a whole list written down. I feel very contented with life recently and I feel smart and beautiful by myself. Can't wait to dive into what life has in store for me for the rest of the year woooooo