Counting my way back to you.

I can't fall asleep tonight
I'm not the same without you
Since I've been gone, since I've been gone
When I lay down at night
Nobody's here to catch the tears I cry.

You left me hanging.

The feeling when you and someone sms until so close but you were the one initiating most of the time and it gets to the point that you start falling for that someone but he suddenly left you hanging there.


Went to Hainan with vballmates from 19 June to 24 June :D Had fun there, especially during bus rides and partying at diff people's hotel room every night (: But it's over now, saddddd.

I realised that I don't have the passion for volleyball, but i have the passion to do well in whatever I do and I love all my teammates, so I'm gonna continue fighting, fighting to do better. I continue trying not for anyone, but for myself. I continue fighting for myself and enduring every training for myself, for myself to become better. I promised myself I won't give up, and I will keep to that promise till the very end. :D SSS, Super Soo Sian!

Holiday homework not all done. Only done maths which i totally copied EVERYTHING from Sherrie during the flight to and back from hainandao :\ Disappointed with myself like seriously. Holidays ended. School starting tmr. I don't feel tired at all, but i really want to sleep and wake up early tmr without feeling tired. Tmr training will start right after recess, eating into all our lessons after recess till school ends. I fear for my studies omgzxc. After training would be the first match of west zone competition, against shuqun if i'm not wrong. I actually hope i don't get to play. Ahhhh idk why i feel like that.

And now I'm thinking of the awkwarkness that me and ahem will face tmr.

I (insert heart) C'girls '10

lmao.

HHAHAHAH LAUGH MY ASS OUT I ALMOST FALL OUT OF MY CHAIR LOL, WATCH TILL THE END!!!! MUST WATCH UNTIL THE VIDEO ENDS!!!!!!!! :D

If you liked me, you should've just told me.

I lost you. Although i can't lose somebody i never had, i still lost you. You're too far away from my reach to pull you any closer again. You're gone now, and I'm left all alone with only me and myself to mull over whatever the fk went so wrong for us to become like this.

Fuck

Confused

Started on new drama, Secret Garden. Quite nice, very funny! :) Skipped training today due to some true yet untrue reason. Ohwell, disappointed with myself la. Whatever, what's done cannot be undone.

- Stupid conversations make sense when you're talking to someone special.