误会自己洒脱

 

全都怪我 不该沉默时沉默

该勇敢却软弱 如果不是我

误会自己洒脱 让我们难过

可当初的你 和现在的我

假如重来过

倘若那天

把该说的话好好说

该体谅的不执著

如果那天我

不受情绪挑拨

你会怎么做

Whenever I'm free in the afternoon I always spam Chinese songs LOL It's such a pity that I'm in NUH now but hall CCAs all stood down for exams. I really have quite a bit of time after school every day (even though EOPT next fri but it's k just chill man so young cannot be so stressed lul) and I wanna train and work out and lose a bit of weight!!! Still have yet to lose my Malaysia 2kg gains T_T But it's cool I've been gymming bc I felt that maybe my life needed a change and I need to improve myself in some ways because I've been stagnant for far too long :)

生命中所有的路口絕不是盡頭

最渺小的我, 有大大的夢

時間向前走一定只有路口沒有盡頭

~

最渺小的我, 最卑微的夢

我發現這世界沒有那麼那麼的不同

Heads up guys there's so much to be happy about in this world :)

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I really enjoy it when I have chill postings because that gives me time to embrace my life and let my mind wander everywhere during the afternoon. It also gives me time to do things I've always wanted to do but never had the time to actually pursue such things. Chill afternoons by myself allow me to revel in the festivities of my dizzily colourful life. Everything is happening way too fast. I am growing up faster than I would have liked to and I see my childhood slipping away from me. I do not have enough time for myself anymore and clinical life is really just so busy. All I've ever wanted to do from young is just do sports and music. I gave up on music, picked up dance then gave up on dance. I refuse to drop my sports, I refuse to lose myself in this fast paced world. It was because of who I was and what I had been doing thus far in my life, that made me who I am. That made me want to pursue Medicine. If I stop doing the things I love doing and lose myself because of Medicine, wouldn't that mean my passion for Medicine is now riding on loose clouds, sitting on false ceilings?

P.S. I really enjoy listening to Chinese songs and breaking down their lyrics. Art at it's finest.