Time heals everything.

Yesterday and the day before was kinda fun. The day before, worked ice cream job with Xinyi. First time doing it and so suey T_T sold 4 boxes only + sell until very cheap then that person want buy. Yesterday ice cream job again with Zuqi, successful ttm :D. Kinda tiring though ~

Today kena woken at 10am+ due to my phone under my pillow vibrating ._. Then woke up, brush teeth, blah blah, computer computer computer. Nowadays I see facebook got many happy couples leh, hehehe wish them last long ^^


Was browsing through facebook and realised that it's your birthday. How time flies. It's 30 May 2011 already. Two years, two years, two years, two yearssss, passed in a flash. I wouldn't even remember it's your birthday if facebook didn't show it. Browsed through a few of your pictures and realised that you changed, into a more handsome(LOL) and happy person. I haven't thought about you for like, 9 months already. Guess it's counted as I truly forgot about you :D Time heals everything. So true (:

Hehe now I'm thinking about another somebodehh. Wonder when he will text me or something. Tsktsk stupid me. I don't like him as in THAT like la. I only like him as a friend :D

Ignorant

Basically, today sucked big time. Morning MTP was okay. Puffer said a lot of good stuffs about me and keep giving me the creepy pedo smile. I thought the rest of the day would be wonderful. After MTP, went to lot's mac for breakfast with mummy.

After eating, went to library to spend the one hour left before meeting with teammates for lunch. Mummy went home and i went to read a book. Read finish zhun zhun in one hour. The book was not bad, quite meaning and sad. I realised that everytime i read finish any book, i will be like, stunned, and find that the ending isn't elaborated enough and it isn't a good ending and it didn't talk about everything that i wanted to know about what happened in the end.

Went down to control station and found xinghuan there. We went mac first then after awhile, daenia, xinyi and weishan came too. Went mac again and pei them eat but I didn't eat. Talked about lots of stuff :P hehs. Then bused to school and changed into shoes and ankle guard and knee pad all that.

Ran 10 rounds, did the constipation thing, did some free spike and blah blah. Coach suddenly say today is some 'family-eat-together-day" so will be dismissed at 5pm. Lmao but end up still dismiss at 6pm in the end. Dunman high ppl came, and i played in the 3rd and 4th set. 3rd set was okay, but 4th set was crap. Totally utterly crappily crap. Not that we lost, but we won. Actually, not we. I lost. I lost to myself. I lost to myself and my attitude. Got switched out by coach -.- was fking angry at first, but yeah, now that i think about it, I should be angry at myself instead :) jy ss, you shall prove coach wrong!

Afterall, SSS = Super Soo Sian ! HUAT AH LOL.

SHERRIE I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS. I JUST WANT TO SAY....... HI! HEHEHEHH.

Eh walao I'm super confused la now. Don't get my hopes up if you'll just crush them in the end. I really, really, really wish I could read your mind. Can you at least give me some clear sign or hint? Lol you're really confusing me. Ahhh who cares, I don't like you as in THAT like anyway. If you don't want to text me, then tell me. Don't one day text like you care then the next day, stop texting me already. Whatever la not like I like you and not like you'll ever like me. I should stop thinking so much. Stop thinking about the impossibilities la soosian. Stop waiting for his reply because he sometimes won't even reply.. I'll just be ignorant and go back to my life where you weren't so involved. :D

My heart skips a beat

(Don't worry, it's just a friendly kiss. She loves him, but she's not IN love with him)

我想要的那片天空, 你是不是能够给我?

Even if it's a little, I need to not think of it, not let it grow. But my heart still skips a beat whenever I see your name on my phone. Happy guessing who is it if you're curious. But my mouth is somewhat zipped quite tightly.

"You're not brave if you still keep the text messages. You're not kidding yourself when you 'somehow' end up on his facebook profile. You're not getting better if you still hold onto your photos together. You're not doing what's best for you when you stay up all night thinking about him. You're not going to move on, if you don't even attempt to let go. - Facebook"

Paranoid

Why do I get so excited and happy when I see your name appear on my phone? Why do I look forward to your reply and fear that you won't reply? Ahhh wtf lol this is totally very wtf of me. Wtf am i hoping for? Nah I don't think I like you. How could I? Could I? Nah, I've never seen you like any girl before. It's impossible. Or is it?

And now I find it so cute when we're both online on facebook and everything now but we choose to sms instead of facebook chat or anything. Lol I shouldn't think too much :D I love you, as a friend, But i'm not IN love with you (:

I HOPE NO BPIANS READ MY BLOG. Seriously. But anyway, don't assume and don't guess who because my mouth is zipped :)

You can't lose someone you never had

我要变成蝴蝶，而飞到我遥远梦中的世界，永远不回头，永远不后悔，永远没烦恼，永远像我的心目中的完美世界。这样都很难吗？我累了。我真的很想抛下一切，飞去一个完美的世界，睡一场完美的觉 :)

Yes! SS is back :D Sorely disappointed with results. Seriously very disappointed. I'm not going to point a finger and say the teacher is lousy (although ms wee really sucks). I'm just going to blame myself for not studying earlier (i won't say i didn't study hard cause i did). I will do better for end year. Just watch me :) Streaming year, gotta buck up. What do I aim for eh? I don't even know. Let's just see how things go, and I shall go with the flow :) The future is for me to make, and I shall do my best and see how things turn out.

Very satisfied with my maths and literature result. As for the three sciences and geography, eat-shit-results -.- It's okay, I really shall do better next time! Spending all my time away with my darling computer, making zq's virtual birthday present :D ! Hahaha I should do other things besides using computer.

Going to sec 2 camp from wednesday to friday this week. Tuesday gonna have post exam activity, inter-class game, basketball :) ! I don't believe we'll lose to 205 again. Everytime got whatever sports game also lose to them in semi finals -_- trophy fly. Me and hweehoon will give our all and dhfvbajbfsnvaihgbfauerhjlvqwerq :D

I want holiday faster come. I want to faster go hai nan dao with vball mates <3

What if it's lost behind, words we could never find?

Liar liar pants on fire

Hi I feel so happy today. Bye :D

I've never heard silence quite this loud.

YAY HI I'M GONNA ABANDON THE LETTER WRITING THINGGY :D

MYE over already for goodness sake adsnfjchadbsivbdasbv i love myself. Tsk, recently a bit sot. I screwed geog and chinese. No confidence for all 3 sciences and lit. My only hope to do well is my english and maths.

AHWELL WHO CARES, IT'S THE END OF MYE AND I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING TO THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD THAT I WANT TO GO OUT AND I WANT TO MARRY MY COMPUTER!! okok ss must shutup. The weather has been fugging hot for like, so many days already for goodness sake! I hate global warming and i'm going to save the earth by releasing less methane and nitrous oxide and carbon dioxide and CFCs LOL GEOG!!!

K shutup la ss byebye hehehehehhe.