CL

Ahhhhh 2NE1 and Big Bang will always be in my heart forever because they shaped so much of my childhood. Bom came back, now CL came back too. If only one day, there would be a 2NE1 reunion, wow. What a day that would be :')

Silence

We sit and watch the world around us. This has taken us a lifetime to learn. It seems only the old are able to sit next to one another and not say anything and feel content. The young, brash and impatient, must always break the silence. It is a waste, for silence is pure. Silence is holy. It draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. This is the great paradox.

Busy doing nothing

Hey guys!! I haven't blogged in so long because I was so busy (at times busy doing nothing). Once M3 PROs ended, life has been so high and fly!!! Went to so many countries for electives and holiday. Slovenia, Santorini, Rome, Athens, Maldives. This summer break has definitely been 10/10 amazing but after I came back, I was so busy doing housekeeping (some people would call it clearing my own shit) like emptying out my wardrobe, taking pics of the clothes that look sellable, packaging my table, cupboard and all that. I still have yet to clear my poor 16GB iPhone 6s and I'm constantly running out of space but I need so much time to arrange and sort and extract photos from my phone before I'm willing to delete everything to free up space :(

This post doesn't do my summer travels justice because I lazy sort my travel photos hence I'm posting some pics from the very beautiful night photoshoot jingting did for me and ruibae HAHAHA. Alright M4 has started so erm new sem new me? NAHHHH M4 GO PLAY LA HAHAHA CHILLOUT JIAYOU GUYS!!!!!!! Cheers, live life.

4:44

I'm so happy that Park Bom is back and having so much fun and regaining confidence on stage. I grew up with 2NE1 and my bias is bommie and I'm just really happy that everything is working out again :) Really hope that 2NE1 can come back together one day. I hope YG treats them better. And I swear she sings better live LOL idk it's like you can feel the soul in her voice when she sings live. Anyway yes M3 is done I am moving on to M4 in July :')

Life is passing by in a flash. So fast.

Dance?

(oi dun judge, this was a fierce fighting scene and i tried to look fierce but lolz)

(oh my i'm in the centre and i actually look like a tru dancer)

(i'm in the front and i miss my bleach highlights but i will not bleach my hair agn)

Just auditioned for ascendance yesterday. First time dancing proper in 2 years. The last time was Ascendance 2017 and now I'm dancing proper again is Ascendance 2019 LOL I got to step up my game and go for some open classes man. Anyway I hope I get in, just like how I miraculously got in 2 years ago. And yes I do need to 'hope' because 2 years of not dancing obviously puts me in a very similar standard and state which I was in 2 years ago AHAHAHA. Still cannot figure out what I wanna pursue. In m3 I thought I wanted to drop sports and pursue dance but nope it did not happen and in fact I took up even more sports. Now I'm gonna plan what to pursue in m4 which as of now I think I wanna do a bit of dance (ascendance 1(...?) item) and a bit of sports (new stuff like floorball, frisbee) and pick up my old hobbies like guitar and baking. Then where does all these leave studying? Down the drain again like every year hahaha ok have fun guys enjoy life while you can!!! :)

Immerse

Eric is such a good singer I always lose myself in all his Chinese songs

2019

Quite hooked on this song recently.

So far this year is really not my year. Busted ankle, busted face, bball didn't make semi by 3 points, vb lost finals 2-3 by 5 points. Within a month I've been in and out of the A&E 3-4 times LOL what the fk. I've missed so many IHG matches because of my multiple injuries everywhere across my whole being. I am so tired and everywhere hurts :'( I just need tlc from everyone sobs

Cure sometimes, treat often, comfort always

"To cure sometimes, to treat often, and to comfort always."

I need a bit of all 3 now. I feel so sad/upset/angry/frustrated. I have skipped like 3-4 matches of a few diff sports cos of this. MY VIRGIN SPRAIN ZZZ. I really hope I can wrap tight and play my vb semi and finals. And I hope I can play well :'(

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Oh and I just read my previous blog post. "I constantly pray to stay safe throughout this whole IHG season because I realised some sports are really dangerous and nasty" WTF I was referring to handball/frisbee WTF IT RLY HAPPENED WTF I SPRAINED DURING HANDBALL IHG MATCH WTF

IHG

 Another amazing Chinese song :')

IHG has started. Tomorrow will be my first sport - frisbee. Hopefully my last minute agreement to join to help them will actually make a difference :') I'm taking part in way too many sports this year - 6 - I constantly pray to stay safe throughout this whole IHG season because I realised some sports are really dangerous and nasty. Also I realised I need to friking start studying because I did no shit for the past 4 weeks of Fam Med and next posting will be general surg which will KO me and I actually need to concurrently study for PROs during that posting. Insane.

Happy New Year

Goodbye 2018 and Hello 2019!!!

TBH I feel every year is around the same for me, no particular good or bad ones. I guess this can be counted as a good thing because that means my life and emotions are always relatively stable. Just that 2018 was the transition from pre-clinical to clinical medical education and the difference was pretty shocking and it took some (god dam lots) of adaptation before I feel that my life is safe and stable again. Cheers guys it's a brand new year and it's gonna be great!! MAKE IT GREAT!!!!!