Wondering why we bother with love, when it never lasts.

Yesterday
Training sucks ttm. Fat coach really should just fuck off and die. So short and fat, heart attack and die sua. He really should reflect on himself, the way he coaches. No wonder EVERYONE hates you _l_
Thanks fenny, gwen, sijia for cheering me up. Ty i love you all, you all are always there for me, even when i suddenly call you all come pei me you all also come. Thanksthanksthanks, idk how to express my gratitude. You all know what i mean can already. Love you all ttm. Not forgetting zq, love you too XD.

Today
Bused to mandarin gallery with zq to watch se7en. Reached at around 6pm, we're not sure whether it starts at 6 or 7. We found quite a good spot, stand there until 7.30pm, finally start. Modelling starts first, all the model the figure so nice, so slim *jealous* . During modelling, se7en passed by back stage there and everyone scream, but i didn't manage to see him.
After modelling over (like finally!), se7en come out. Yayyyy. Zq snatched my phone to record + take pics of him. I was at there tip toe and hearing him sing, so nice. Wouldn't say he's THAT handsome, but still above average la :P Got one time he got eye contact with me omg omg. I don't care it's true annot but at least i think it is, i don't care even if I'm lying to myself LOL. Also got one time he come super close to our side here then everyone behind me scream scream scream. After dk which song, he drink water then throw the water bottle to where we all standing, I bet zq envies the one who caught the bottle! He also wipe his sweat with his towel then throw, i damn jealous of the person who caught ittttt. That person confirm go home smell + hug that towel to sleep hahahaha. Ok enough of crap, i only know me and zq tip toe so long, when show over, our legs super painnn. Then we walked around for half an hour couldn't find bus to cck. Ended up taking mrt :P

Pics time ~

You.

Yay fruity head. Science centre ftw. Holidays = no holidays. Almost everyday training. The days that no training, will have outing with fenny, siia, xiaolei, gwen, weixin. Almost everyday i can't sleep, only able to fall asleep around 2am - 4am (Just like now). Then everytime training is morning or else is early afternoon. I everyday need set alarm -.- Outing also need set alarm, or else confirm sleep till i no need wake up. Whatever the crap. Feel like closing down blogshop, lazy update order status :(

My audition finally working again. Miracle. But lag until totally make me everyday no mood. Guitar mode sucks, sensor so lousy one. Rhythm holic also sucks, dog never bark like dog, cat never meow like cat. In conclusion, my skills deproved till totally.... forget about it, i won't go on ranting.

Life. The future is for me to create and work for it yayyyyyy i suck :P. Ok random byebye.

I'll be there.

Fat coach went overseas for the whole of this week. This week will be the best week of my training days! Training schedule was out and it was kind of horrendous, torturous, horrific and (insert any words that describes horrible more specifically).

The day before yesterday, sijia and gwen overnighted at my house. Fenny went home at around 1.30am. Sijia woke up so early the next day and went to sch for training. So early that neither me nor gwen even knew she went out, haha. Me and gwen woke at arnd 11pm, and rewatched Autumn's Concerto even though we both watch before already. I still find that show nice and touching ttm.

Today, training. Overslept a little bit. Late for around 15 mins. Doesn't matter anyway, when i reached, they haven't even start setting the net. Hahaha. I dislike my hair, not absorbent of the hair dye one. Only under sunlight then can see that my hair is a little goldenish. Training was slacky and i liked it. Training days without fat coach just feels so gooooooooood. Something wrong with my hands today, totally off form. Match tmr, need go so far, all the way to around hougang. Sian max! Kbye.

Last sentence of post: Zuqi ily maucks LOL I know this is random! :P