If i ever see you again.

Hi, added that picture just to make my post look longer. But i find the heart-shaped sun very nice. Zuqi asked me to update, so here i am, updating :) ! I'll be going to Malaysia today at 2pm, to visit my relatives and go see some 'qi gong' doctor. I'll be there for a week, so i'll be back on 5th june. So that means, I'LL BE SKIPPING TRAINING FOR A WEEK. Words can't express my happiness x)!

Thursday had meet the parents session, and my results are better than my brother's. And because of a deal me, brother, father and mother made, i received alot of $_$ ! I won't say exactly how much uh. And the deal is quite a long story which i'm lazy to type out. Oh andandandand, Ms Anitha said i'm a good student! Heheh. I was expecting Ms Anitha to bad mouth me to my parents, but she didn't. Although my results better than brother's, i'm still very disappointed with it. I got alot of b3, not many a1. I didn't fail any subject, nor did i get C for any. Teacher wrote in my report book that i'm very cheerful and optimistic :D

So yeah, enough of my craps. Happy advance birthday to chaihao. Although i know he won't see this, all the same, i'll just wish him happy birthday :). Ilovezuqiandiwillmissher. Love letter everyday ok! To end my post, i wish everybody a happy june holidays! :D

I just can't wait.

Today is the second last day of MYE. Chemistry and biology paper. There’s only one paper, questions include bio and chem questions.Chemistry is damn weird okay, i got three 2 mark question i don’t know how to do. One of the question, is about boiling and melting point. I remember that there’s a van der Waal’s force or something, so i wrote that down. Zhiyu said that it’s correct. Weee, i really hope it’s correct :)


Tomorrow Home econ paper. I don’t think i want to revise for it. For home econ practical test, me and gera already get so low marks. I doubt i can get A for Home econ, even if I study for the written exam. Currently, waiting for my maple to download finish so that I can pei Zuqi maple. 61% done, 35mins more to finish. Now i’m killing time by making this post as long as possible, haha.


As you can see, I didn't exactly change my blogskin, but I just edit the template. Ty Zuqi for helping me with some of it. I should probably spam Zuqi's msn, to make her maple lag . *Evil laughter* No la i'm just joking, i'm not a bad person and i love ZQ :D. She should be so proud that her name is here. HAHAHA. She's gonna reopen her blog very soon, and i can't wait :D !

9 May 2009, do you remember?

9 May 2009, I still remember. Oh well, what's gone is gone, shouldn't be holding on. Face it soosian, he's gone. For good. He isn't coming back. Today, couldn't been our first year, but, oh, nevermind. I don't think he will come my blog, so i think it's okay to post whatever i want, hahaha. It's been one year, but I still remember those fun times we had, as though it had just happened yesterday. Whatever la soosian, he doesn't give a damn about you anymore. Tomorrow exam, maths and literature. Chiong read shattering glass and chiong do maths papers. Jy soosian, you can do it :)

Anyway, today is MOTHER'S DAY. Oh my mummy, i love you ttm <3! Thanks for everything. When i don't know how to do my homework, you teach me patiently, even though i may flare up when you repeat it too many times. You were there for me everytime, to be my listening ear. Whatever things i want, you buy for me. I don't know what else to say, except thanks and i love you. :)

Cheng Chai Hao, I loved you once, and i know you loved me once, too. At least we loved each other before, and i'm contented just for that fact. :') No, I won't shed anymore tears for you. It's time to truly let go.

Awesome.

AWESOME. The song is awesome, the dance is awesome. I'm so jealous that they can dance so well! Haha, second post of the day. Happy 5th month to me and my braces, I'm gonna go see the dentist now. Bye! :D

I've learnt a lot.

I've learned that crying and admitting when you're wrong are signs of strength not weakness. I've learned that love is more important than money or power. I've learned that forgiveness heals everyone most importantly you. I've learned that laughter is truly the best medicine for the soul. I've learned that you can't take life too seriously. I've learned that sometimes listening to what others have to say is the best therapy. I've learned that how people treat you is their karma and how you react is yours. I've learned that I've learned a lot but still very little.


Next week MYE. All the best to everyone. I seriously can't pay attention in class. I'm either day dreaming or sleeping. My daily coffee is not keeping me awake anymore :(. Mr Chua is a weird person and I don't like him. Maths totally suck okay, esp algebra. Weird brackets, weird alphabets. Chemistry and Physics so weird lor, I don't understand what the teacher talking. Over the weekends, I'm going to mug, hardcore. Had a bet with parents and brother, worth $200. I'm so gonna go for the money! So yeah, i'll study hardhardhard. Zai jian!

2 more days, could've been the happiest day of my life. Oh well, :\

Unable to let go.

No matter what you say about love,

I keep coming back for more.

Keep my hand in the fire, sooner or later,

I get what I'm asking for.

No matter what you say about life,

I learn every time I bleed.

The truth is a stranger, soul is in danger,

I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong

And then change my mind,

Sorry but I have to move on

And leave you behind.

I can't waste time so give it a moment,

I realize nothing's broken.

No need to worry about everything I've done.

Live every second like it was my last one.

Don't look back got a new direction,

I loved you once, needed protection.

You're still a part of everything I do,

You're on my heart just like a tattoo.

Just like a tattoo,

I'll always have you..

Sick of playing all of these games.

It's not about taking sides.

When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver.

It hurt enough to think that I could stop,

Admit that I'm wrong

And then change my mind,

Sorry but I've gotta be strong

And leave you behind.

I can't waste time so give it a moment,

I realize nothing's broken.

No need to worry about everything I've done.

Live every second like it was my last one.

Don't look back got a new direction,

I loved you once, needed protection.

You're still a part of everything I do.

You're on my heart just like a tattoo.

Just like a tattoo,

I'll always have you..

If I live every moment,

Won't change any moment,

There's still a part of me in you.

I will never regret you,

Still the memory of you,

Marks everything I do.

Can't waste time so give it a moment,

I realize nothing's broken.

No need to worry about everything I've done.

Live every second like it was my last one.

Don't look back got a new direction,

I loved you once, needed protection.

You're still a part of everything I do,

You're on my heart just like a tattoo.

Can't waste time so give it a moment,

I realized nothing's broken.

No need to worry about everything I've done.

Live every second like it was my last one.

Don't look back got a new direction,

I loved you once and I needed protection.

You're still a part of everything I do,

You're on my heart just like a tattoo.

Just like a tattoo,

I'll always have you..

Tattoo - Jordin Sparks

Time really flies. With a blink of an eye, it's May already. I miss primary school. I miss slacking. I miss no homework. I miss him. Hahaha. MYE is giving me stress. I want to study but i just can't do it. I'm a weird person. Friday got back maths test, i got 29/40 (A2). I'm really quite disappointed, because one more mark and it will be A1. Ohwell, Mr Chua says that Maths Mid Year will be much harder than that maths test. I want A1, i want A1 :(

English exam was really weird can? Adjectives, subject, object, adverbs, verbs, adjectival & adverbial phrases, weirdweirdweirdthings! I can already predict what Ms Anitha will say after the results are out. She will say we all very lousy, she expect better results, she want us bulk up, whatever. I'm going to do maths practice paper now. Byebye!

9 more days bby, :') ...