Lot one ?

today go school , gate b never jam like ytd :D

walked by some tchers ,

then they seesee our bag got the 'thing' they tied ytd then they let us through .

so , went classroom . many were there alr o.o

i dint know 6a1 are 'early birds' . lols .

then sat down , today mrs hanna came D:

listened to her talk crap . then blahblahhhhh ,

i forogt , until chi lesson , my head keep 'dropping'

i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeep T.T . was veryvery tired . dk why leh .

then endded up my face facing tcher but eyes are closed de :3

lols , chi lesson i owe tcher alot of hw xD .

then heng before chi lesson , i quickly copy from xiaolei . tyy :D

but i only copied the higher chi zuo ye .

normal chi de haven copy T.T .

but heng today tcher only go through the higher chi .

never go through the normal chi .

then she also never collect xi zi . and i never do . lols xD

then blahhh , i really forgot -.- .

recess was like ytd . tchers screaming like mad dog if someone left their seats -.-

i was reading a book during the whole recesss :D

aiyah , school boring lah . i also stm then forgot alr -.-

-skippppppppppppp :D-

after school , went and meet fenny , huiying , sijia @ gate d .

then i dragged geraldine along :D . see im kind :3

went lot one tgt , then reached lot one by bus .

then huiying went home . then we went food junction eat .

then what alr arh ? forgot luh x.x .

walked here walked there , find pressie for liping .

in the end went popular then bought 3 chi books for liping .

one book for $2.25 , 3 books for $3.90 leh .

so me and geraldine share cost buy 3 books . fenny also got chip in a little .

then when we walking home from lot one ,

fenny suddenly realise she left her file in the toilet .

so we walked back to lot one to find her file .

it was super HOT . if old peepos walk in the sun liddat hor ,

confirm heatstroke one . idk why i feel soooo , no enery .

then went toilet see that time , the file not there alr .

so we went info counter , askask . that person say dunhav .

then walk here walk there , even checked some dustbins .

then [i forgot who] suggested to ask cleaner .

then the file really is the cleaner take leh .

she said she saw the file lying arnd so she took it and put in her 'room' ?

so we thanked her then left .

we really too tired to walk home . so took bus .

then i immediately went and bath . see i guai :D

thenthen , laobu kp for no tooty reason -.- .....

so she say 1 sentence , i ding zui 10 sentences -.- .

unreasonable sia her . talk crap with me when i no mood . -.-

she almost slapped me , but she dint lah :D

err , now using bro's lappy post deee .

ending here o.o ? byes .

ahhsiann♥

i thought we were okay..?

ohwell , i seriously dk what i did wrong again T.T .

why suddenly liddat ..? sorry luh , D:

imy..><

2nd best day of schooling life ♥

today idk why but i have some sort of a happy mood when i woke up in the morning :D

good mood good day i suppose :DDDD . today is my 2nd best day of my schooling lifeee ♥ .

so , walked halfway to shcool alr then i just remembered i forgot bring the purple book ._.

i scared mrs hanna slap me so i went back house take -.-

actually if i never go back hor , i'll break my record of going shcool so early . D:

so i went back then go school , i was late by a few mins .

aiyah , not bad alr leh . i everytime late one leh . i need encouragement right ?

lol jokinggggggg :D . when i reached gate b ,

i tio shockkkk O.O . there was a LONG queue of peepos queing up for idk what -.-

they from canteen queue until outside gate b very longlong queue -.-

then i walked to back of queue to queue with them uh o.o .

saw fadilah . i think her name is fadilah x.x .

jumped 1 person's queue to queue with her .

to that person whom i jumped his queue :" sorry uh . its not on purpose . but its my intention :D"

so , talk talk with her . then the queue was moving slowly .

when i looked behind see how long the queue extend ,

i saw liping ♥ :D . i asked her jump queue to come me here , to chat with me .

but she see got alot of peepos between me and her ,

so she say she dw jump queue , very bad .

omg seee she's so kind ♥ . i admire her so much :DDDD

so , after about 15mins , reached me and fadilah's turn .

they go and tie some sort of 'plastic string' to my bag .

okay lah , its not 'plastic string' ? its idk called what lahhhh -.-

then waited for liping , then went directly back to classroom tgt :D

when reached class , i realised that we're the last ones to reach ? o.o ..

were we so late ? x.x . i thought quite early lehs . xD

so , mr yong was in our class . he relief teacher . cos mrs hanna never come :DDDDDDDDD

omg im so happyyy , ecstaticcccc , and whatever :D

then mr yong took us for PE :D . girls played bball , boys played soccer .

my aiming totally off already lahhhhhhh -.-

so , mr yong challenge me team with huiying then play abc with him o.o .

so i teamed with huiying , then mr yong tio thrashed . LOL .

mr yong stuck at 1st one , then me and huiying finished . LOL .

he bwg lehhh . lols . :D?

then chi lesssson . i feel like sleeping -.-

lin lao sai asked who nver bring zuo ye .

then i raise hand . along with quite a number of peepos :D

then she never scold leh :DDD

miracle uhs ? then after chi lesson , mr fazliegh(dk spelling) , came to relief our class .

then got another period PEEE lehhhh :DDDD

so today had 2 PE lessons . ain't it great ? :3

then recess , all table seperated o.o . sat like p1 p2 -.- .

everyclass got 4 small tables . then after recess , suay lah ,

6a1 kena scolded by ms ngan -.- . you know for what ?

for 'running around' and showing her ' that face' when kena scold .

wtf ? boys run arnd not our fault right ? girls innocent leh . -.-

then went back class , then mr yong came back [:

did ws , then went computer lab :DDDD . omg i dint know he's so kind :3

then @ com lab i play reuwjie o.o . and see peepos blog .

then went natalie house awhile as she wanted to gimme my bdae pressie .

thanks uh :D . then went home . then sijia camee my house :D

now still at my house :D . my house got nobody . wooooooo :D

i mad liaoooooooooooo :DDDD . sibei hungry -.- .

byes , i go cook noodles :DDDDDDD

ahhsiann♥

because you were there again :D

Fam outing

wooooo , posting to keep this blog 'alive' :D
idk why im now in a good mood .
i havent been in a good mood for weeks .
now my mood is like , a little happier then average [:
i think its becos he reply alr ? x.x ?
lalalalala , today went fam outing .
go the pasir ris the white sands there(i think) played bowling .
i 1st time at bowling . i played until like .... x.x ?
oh well , went the bbq slot never bbq ,
cos dunhave charcoal all those ?
then bought ntuc things and went there eat .
played at the sea there [:
i tell you , the sea is dam dirty .
alot seaweed -.- . i went until the water knee level then i remmebered sth .
my mama said i cannot into the water deeper than my knee level .
so i stop there and never keep going inside the sea .
see im a good girl :DDDDDDD
blahblah , ending craps here .
oh and tmr got school DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
the more i think about it the more i wanna fall sick so no nid go schoooool D:
oh well , holidays over .
i enjoyed the holidays .(i think)
byebyeeeeeee . :D ?

ahhsiann♥

i keep saying wrong things when things are gonna be okay ..
idk why im such a ~!#%$&%^( . T.T
i regret saying those thinggys .(everything i said that you dunwan hear o.o)
ohwell , im such a toooooot .
anw , sorry yeas . for all i've put you through . ?
just wanted to say , sorry . and ,
gimme one more 'chance' ? x.x

Volleyball & Basketball ?

yesterday 2am+ sleep today 7am wake up T.T

see i so "hardworking" T.T .

lols . no lah .

went and play baskeball and volley ball with bro and his frens @ limbang park .

then played basketball first ,

then after that , went lot one ,

meet some other bro's frens ,

then went limbang park again .

then volley ball-ed .

actually , they volley ball + soccer .

then i play basketball using netball with charmaine and joddie . [pardon for spelling mistakes x.x] .

then go here there everywhere .

alot of places lah . lazy go recap .

then went home with bro .

i go bath alr . byes . :D

ahhsiann♥

im forcing out a smileeeeeeee :D

but im not okay .

Friendly volleyball match .

yesterday watched boys over flower until 3am+ .
then went and try to sleep .
lied on bed the whole day ,
unable to sleep .
i keep having a feeling that something is wrong . very wrong .
but idontknow what it is .
but today i found out what it is ...
ohwell , lets talk about today .
dint sleep the whole day ,
then at 7am my bro poke me and ask me open my eyes .
cos its time to go and watch match .
so , went prysbetian[i really dk how spell & pronounce] high school ,
see a few schools girls volley ball friendly match .
i go there support bpghs also de :D .
i went to seesee and understand abit is cos i've decided to go bpghs & join volley ball [: .
i hope i wont regret my decision x.x .
so , went there with my bro and his frens .
his frens all very retarded and childish -.- .
they cant even guess my age -.-.
do i look so old/young/middle age ? -.- ?
isn't it easy to see im a p6 ? -.- ?
ohwell , went there ,
had some trouble with the security guard -.- .
so their coach had to come and "pick us up" o.o .
blahblah , went there ,
watched match . got 2[i think] schools is primary school .
then the qifa primary , sibei pro sia .
the #2 is like , god ? he spike so pro .
he spike at every oppotunity . got the contact sound very loud .
i want his autograph :D . no lah jk . his attitude sucks -.- .
he so action deeeeeeee ._.
then the qifa primary girls team ,
the #2 also sibei pro . but sibei fat[ps for saying] x.x .
but really veryvery pro . i really want her autograph :D .
so , results were , bp won 2 lost 2 .
good job , jiayous :D .
then went homeeeeee .
im tired and i feel like crying x.x .
ending here . byebye .

ahhsiann♥

wow i must clap for you . i admit , leaving fam was my mistake . and i regretted it .
so i wanted my blue tag back . you said you would gimme back , but fact is that , you wont .
just because i was inactive for a few days , and left temporary , i lost everything ?
you even updated blog . now im not even elligible to take part in fbs . whatthehell ?
its not like i got deprove right ? haiss , just because of a simple mistake ...
idontgetit . even if you dw gimme back blue tag , why sokyong got arh ? she proer than me ? no .
idk whattosay alr . blue tag means alot to me .
theres a very impt reason why i must get the blue tag . you wont understand .
and even if you dw gimme blue tag , why lie ? you said you would gimme .
but then , this happens ? and why did i lose my rights to fb ? am i really that lousy ?liddat hor , you might as well kick me out of fam lah . i feel so !#$%^&*() ..?
ohwell , you wont understand . and everytime you never reply me you say you dk what to reply .
but then hor , im asking you a yes or no question . is it so hard to reply ?
blahblah , if i write more hor , confirm complicated matters/make matters worse one . shall stop here .

Crazier and crazier .

oh well ,
you bastard ,
you commanded me to leave home .
i really wanted to .
but you wouldnt let me take anything .
so of cos i hesitate to go out -.- .
or else i confirm chiong out alr .
so , in the end ,
i've decided to be your good dog and do all your biddings without complain .
see im a good dog :D .
i really think im going crazy .
first , that thing has to happen .
now this thing also happen .
what would the next thing be ?
i guess that , this is reality .
imma wake up from my dreamland where everything was perfect .
so , this is reality eh ?
idontwanna face it T.T

ahhsiann♥

Goodbye, (:

Love? Tell me what is love. Love is just pain and confusion (:
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Yes , i'm in the wrong. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it .

To my darling Enny :
Sorry i didn't mean it . I won't state what it is . I won't confide in you again ,
i know you have your own problems . And Alf is too protective of you o.o .
I should've known. I should've put myself in your shoes. Sorry ):
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To my darling Kuya :
Hi Kaya ! This will be the last time I'm call you Kaya (:
I'm sorry about today, i really didn't mean it .
I really,really, truthfully just wanted you to have the determination to tag.
I'm sorry , i won't bother you again . Goodluck with your problem.
And no matter what your decision is, there's no point brooding over it.
I'll support you always! Must be brave! (:
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To my darling fam, dashDASH- :
Hmmm, throughout all these times i've been in dashDASH- ,
you all made me laugh, cheered me up . I really enjoy being in dashDASH- .
Thanks for all the happiness you all brought to me. I'll cherish the times when i was in dashDASH-.
And sorry ya, for all the 'emo mood' i've bring along with me into dashDASH- .
Sorry for affecting people with my mood, sorry for wasting space in dD-.
What Alf said to me today really woke me up.
Imma quit fam yet again, and reflect on myself . And perhaps maybe,
this time i'll leave fam for good, and just be a tool for fam points for -MeToYou- & -METICULOUS- .
Sorry i can't go for the annivesary
Thanks for everything, i'll miss you all (:
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Audition life just has no more meaning, except tag hearts, love party, nice ring.
I won't confide my problems in anyone anymore, i scared i affect them with my mood. ):
Lol, enough of 'sorrys' . Today whole day audi-ed. My beloved KRISTY didn't tag with me!
I'm missing her ! ;cry. And just now when i was bathing , i sneezed 7 times in a row. :P
Tomorrow my brother will be back from Shanghai! Omg im so excited, i missdie my bro!
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I'm a jinx, i'm a noob, i'm a bad person, i'm a selfish person, i'm a stingy person. I sark to the core.
Sorry to everyone, (:

FUCK MY LIFE .

FUCKKKKKK MY LIFEEEEEEEEE .

TOOOOOOT LAH ,

LAOBEI LAOBU , YOU READ CAREFULLY .

I YESTERDAY 6AM+ THEN SLEEP IS COS I REALLY CANT SLEEP .

I'VE BEEN LYING ON BED TRYING TO SLEEP SINCE 1AM+ .

THAT MEANS I'VE BEEN LYING AWAKE TRYING TO SLEEP UNTIL 6AM+ THEN FINALLY SLEPT .

THEN WHEN I TODAY 2PM+ WAKE UP ,

YOU TWO IMMEDIATELY ACCUSE ME THAT I'VE BEEN PLAYING MY GAMEBOY THE WHOLE NIGHT SO I CANT SLEEP !?!!?!?!?

WTFFFF LAHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

I NEVER LORHHHHHHHHHH . HOW COULD U JUST ANYHOW ACCUSE ME LIDDAT ?!?!!?

I ALSO GOT TRY TO SLEEP .

BUT CANNOT SLEEP . IS IT MY FAULT ?!

THEN MY GAMEBOY NO BATT HOR .

HOW PLAYYY ?! THEN THE CHARGER DK FLY WHERE .

KNS LAHHHH , THEN WHEN I TOLD YOU I NEVER PLAY ,

I'VE BEEN LYING AWAKE THE WHOLE TIME ,

YOU DONT BELIEVE . BUT THATS OKAY LAH ,

BUT HOW CAN U ACCUSE I PLAY GAMEBOY ?!

FUCK YOU LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH _l_ !

THEN WHEN YOU ALL GOING TO EAT ,

MY KOR HAO XIN WAKE ME UP ASK ME EAT .

SO I JUST GO EAT WITH YOU ALL INSTEAD OF CONTINUING SLEEPING .

THEN WHEN I STARTED EATING ,

YOU THIS CHAO LAOBEI ,

SAY I FROM NOW ON ONLY CAN PLAY 2 HOUR OF ELECTRONIC THINGG ?

WHATTHEFUCKKKKKKK .

OI CB , I WATCH TV ALREADY 2 HOUR LEH .

THEN I PLAY GAMEBOY IS ABOUT 2 HOUR ALSO LEH .

THEN MY COM TIME YOU LAST TIME SAID AT MOST 2 HOUR .

THEN NOW EVEYTHING PLUS TGT AT MOST ONLY CAN 2 HOUR !?!?!?

HOW U ASK ME LIVEEEEEEEEEEE ?!

THEN YOU SAY I NEVER HELP OUT IN THE HOUSE BEFORE .

I LIVE HERE LIKE HOTEL LIDDAT .

FUCK YOU LAH WHERE GOT .

I MONDAY & WEDNESDAY & FRIDAY AT NIGHT EVERYTIME HELP U ALL WASH PLATES NOT COUNTED HELP OUT MEHHHHHHHH ?!?!!?!?!?

I SOMETIMES HELP SET TABLE NOT COUNTED HELP MEHHHH ?!

SOMETIMES I GOT SWEEP AND MOP THE FLOOR LEH .

ITS JUST THAT U DUNNO COS YOU'RE BUSY WORKING .

BUT DID I COMPLAIN ? YOU GAVE ME SO LITTLE FREEDOM AND YOUR LOVE .

DID I COMPLAINNNNNNN ?!

YOU EVERYTIME DOTE ON KORR . ME LEHHH ?!

HE GOT SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME MEH ?!

HE EAT SHIT SLEEP JUST LIKE ME .

JUST LIKE ANY HUMAN BEING .

WHAT MAKES U LIKE HIM SO MUCH AND GIVE HIM SO MUCH FREEDOM ?!

YOU LAST TIME CUT MY COMPUTER TIME UNTIL 2 HOUR ,

I ALSO NEVER COMPLAIN . I RESPECT YOUR DECISION AND FOLLOW IT .

THEN EVERYTIME YOU ASK ME WASH PLATES ,

I JUST WASH COS I WAS THINKING THAT:

"just wash lorhs , makes no diff anyway ."

SO I JUST WASH . THEN THE I EVERYTIME RESPECT YOUR DECISION AND FOLLOW YOUR RULES IS BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT IT MADE NO DIFFERENCE .

BUT NOW THAT I THINK OF IT ,

IT MAKES ALOT OF DIFFERENCE .

AND NOW YOU SAY FOR MY PUNISHMENT ,

I FROM NOW ON , EVERYDAY MUST WASH PLATES .

WHATTHEFUCK . YOU TWO BETTER PRAY AND WISH AND HOPE I DONT BREAK YOUR PLATES .

RAWRRR , IM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS LIFE .

MY LIFE SUCKKKKKKKKKKKS .

I REALLY WANNA FIND A JOB AND EARN SOME MONEY ,

SO THAT I CAN LEAVE HOME AND RENT A HOUSE SOMEWHERE .

LAOBEI LAOBU , YOU THINK I LIKE TO LIVE WITH YOU ALLL VERY MUCHHH ?!?!!?

I TELL YOU , PUIIIIII !!!

THE PEEPOS I'VE ALWAYS LOVED IN THIS FAMILY IS ONLY MY BROTHER AND GRANDMOTHER .

I HATE YOU TWO .

FUCKYOU _l_

ahhsiann♥

6 days . i've grown used to the pain .

Cut hair o.o ..

yesterday 5.30am sleep .

today 3pm wake up .

am i not a pig or what . o.o ?

woke up , found a pack of chicken rice on table .

so i ate it lorh :D .

after that went yew tee meet weixin and sijia .

cos weixin wanna go lot one buy usb cable for her mp3 .

then i wanna cut hair .

went QB house , cut-ed my hair o.o ...

omg my $10 T.T .

i think i look no diff from before ? x.x

except that its muchmuchmuch shorter ?

okay shall stop here .

byeeeeeeees ,

ahhsiann♥

its been 4 days ..

&& , am i wrong to be jealous ..?

Movie <3

yesterdayy watched the movie the land of the lost .

the movie was super nice , veryvery super funny deee !

it's counted as yesterday alr cos now alr past 12am .

okay , now watching boys over flower :D .

its veryveryveryyyyy niceeeee :DDDD .

LOL , shall end here .

bye .

ahhsiann♥

& im still trying to let go ;;

& someone told me ,

"promises are meant to be brokened ."

well , i cant really say its not true is it .. ?

Team talk .

yesterday about 3am i off-ed lappy ?

then i couldnt sleep .

i keep tossing around in bed -.- .

and i dint know i trying to sleep that time also will cry one -.- .

aiyah , whatever lah .

so i think i finally fell asleep when its 4am+ ?

so , i set alarm at 10am ,

cos team talk is at 10.30am .

so that means i slept for 6 hours only -.- .

not enough sleep lahhhhh ! tired T.T

i need at least 12 hours of sleep to be hyper that day . :D

so today i emo emo liddat lorh ? o.o ..

so , went to meet sijia ,

as she wanted to give me her illegible words on a drawing block .

cos she shy to give it to others so she gave it to me ask me pass it to the others after i had read . :3

so , weixin suddenly pop out . so we 3 went stagmont tgt :D

reach that time , everyone reach alr except for yanhong huiying and fenny .

i called huiying , asked her come .

waited 15mins then she arrived .

me , weixin , huiying went fenny house ,

broke into her house , opened fenny's bedroom door and found her still sleeping .

so i disturbed fenny then her expression was like ,

so funny . LOLOL .

so in the end she washed up ,

then we went stagmont tgt .

then team talk started [: .

talked about probs , and i think it should be counted as settled lerh bahs ?

omg im so revlievedddd , no need hide things anymore . x.x ?

finally we can all go out tgt again :D .

i really hope that in the future no more friendship prob uh . :D

then we went mac .

then saw geraldine at value buy that shop :DDDD .

muahahahaha , i think i bullied her ? o.o ..

LOLOLOL , idk why everytime i see geraldine i'll cheer up a little leh .

lols . disturbed geraldine awhile ,

her kor bought mac alr then geraldine zhao alr . D:

eat finish mac , went yew tee point .

then huiying , sijia , fenny came my house .

watched a little of zhong ji san guo ?

then i photocopied the test 4 for huiying .

tried quite a lot of times before i got the thing right ?

the machine idk how use uh . :D

took 30mins to finish . LOL .

but i had fun trying it . :D

so they went home , then i good girl ,

i washed the air con filter . by myself :D .

4 air cons leh . 1 air con got 2 filter so = 8 filters leh .

i know im good no need say :D . LOL bhb x.x .

okay , ending here . byeees :D .

ahhsiann♥

its been 2 painful and long day ..

haiss , i think , perhaps ,

i should learn to let go of you ..?

i just cant seem to get you out of my mind ... x.x

Dulan .

now at yew tee cc ,

when i play audi ,

the com dam laggy .

so idw play alr -.-

byebye .

ahhsiann♥

i keep trying to make this work ,

keep trying to salvage our relationship .

but u keep ignoring me ..

so , i give up lerhs ..

i said sorry . and u still wont forgive me .

why cant u just forgive and forget ?

you broke your promise ,

and i cant take it anymore .

you have no idea what im going through .

so , bye .

&& , tmr is the team talk.

i really hope that ,

the team talk would settle everything ,

and everything would be fine ...

What is happening to me ?

i seem to have lost my appetite .

what is happening to me ?

for no fcking reason , i've lost my appetite .

i usually eat alot , but these days ,

i eat one mouth , then i feel like full alr .

wtf is happening to me ?

did i change back to last time ,

an abnormal freako ?

i hope not . its been so long since i last laughed like szb .

aiyah , i hope im not becoming pupa ,

cos when caterpillar gonna change into pupa ,

they stop eating . LOL .

aiyah , jkjk :D . okay , i hope i get back my appetite soon :D .

i think i just need a whole day of computering @ era ? LOL .

okay i mad one . dont care me . dont care about my this post .

byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee [:

ahhsiann♥

i really think too much x.x . sorry D:

I've tried .

today ,

i eat shit sleep .

as simple as that .

i dont think i'll post much from today onwards .

i seriously have no mood can ?

haiss , byebyeee . T.T

ahhsiann♥

i really dk what i did wrong again .

i've tried my best to change .

& im sorry .... i really am ..

just remember not to break your promise ...

Thank you :D

those who bought pressie for me , thank you :D

those who wished me happy birthday , thank you too :D

today no time post , i scared tio cane x.x .

byebyeeeeee x.x

ahhsiann♥

i've changed .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

WAHHHHHHH IM HYPERRRRR ~!

happy birthday to me ,

happy birthday to me ,

happy birthday to soosian ,

happy birthday to me ♥ .

&&'not to forget , happy first month to me & cch ♥

omg ily ♥ :3 .

wakakakaka , 2pm+ having ice cream cake .

im excited :DDDDDDD .

lazy post already , i think i'll post again during the night ?

byebyeeeeeeeeeeees ♥ !

ahhsiann♥

ilyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ;; ♥ :D

Drill wall ? ._.

morning woke at 11+ ?

actually woke at 10+ de ,

cos dk which bitch or bastard ,

drilling the wall .

then i keep on hearing the drlling that sound ,

very noisy !%&^ ; and my bed keep vibrating ? zzz.

then i cant open my eyes , too tired .

so i just shouted "DIAM LAH ."

then suddenly the vibration and noise stopped O.O .

so i continued sleeping lorh :D .

then woke up , used com ,

as there was nothing to do .

my grandmother da bao for me chicken rice ,

then the chicken so little , the rice so much .

aiyah , thanks anyway :D .

then use com until now ,

i really nth to do . feeel like going out to emo ?

but then , no mood to step out of the house .

tomorrow is my birthday , as well as me and cch's first month .

hais , if only i could turn back the hands of time ;;

byebyeee .

ahhsiann♥

1 more dayyy .

haiss , why cant we just forgive and forget ?

im sorry , i really am .

i regretted , and im trying to change .

tomorrow would be our first month ,

so , forgive me pls ..

&i really never meant to show u attitude x.x .

sorry . i would do anything,

all i ask for is your forgiveness ,

ily ;; ♥

Miracle ?

whole day using com , father dint scold .

miracle uhs . i think i dont tai guo fen alr ,

cos last time i is play whole day then father ban me from playing so long ,

become can only play 2h .

now he dont mind , i think is gimme shiok awhile ,

but let me learn to 'control' myself ?

okay , i off alr bahs .

byes .

ahhsiann♥

2 more days .

now i dont rly look forward to my bdae ,

so what if its 2 more days ? big fuck ?

what i really want now is ,

me and cch patch back♥ .

u know that i really dint mean it .

i tried to talk to u nicely ,

just like this morning ,

i talked to u like on any ordinary day,

and what was ur reply ? no reply .

from yesterday , i've been hoping that ,

a fresh day , fresh start ,

everything would be okay .

but was it ? today it has gotten worse .

i smsed you using the usual words i would use on a usual day ,

but u dint even reply .

what u want me to do ?

i talked to u nicely . but did u ?

maybe you feel that u did , idontknow .

& when i apologised , for whatever wrongs i have done ,

u said its not my fault . if not my fault then whose fault ?

not my fault then why are u treating me like this ?

is it so hard to forgive and forget ? i said i was sorry .

& im really sorry . you know that too .

i really hope that , tmr will be just like any ordinary day..

i alr said i was sorry , what more do u want ?

i hope that , we could go back to like last time ,

where we used to laugh happily , nth to be worried abt ..

& im reall sorry . forgive me would you ?

i've been trying to talk to u nicely...

i know you're sad that i keep questioning you ,

but i questioned you cos i cared ...

haiss , idk what to do anymore .

i really hope tmr would be like any ordinary day ..

i just wanna let u knw that , im sorry and ily .

forgive me ..

4am .

rawrrr , its alr 4am+ and i still haven sleep o.o ..
was playing restaurant city :3 .
hmmm ,
i think after i make a few more bucks in restaurant city then i go sleep lerh bahs .
thanks minnie for pei-ing me♥ :D .
lols , byes ?

ahhsiann♥

what must i do to make u become the person u once were?

i know its my fault , a fact that u cant deny .

im sorry , and you know that i dint mean it ...

or do you know that i dint mean it ?

haiss , how many more tears must i cry cos of you ?

you still find it not enough ? x.x

ily♥ , and will do anything to make u happy ..

Bastard _l_

morning woke up at arnd 11+ ?

went yew tee eat lunch+breakfast .

then went home , went to causeway point .

went the singtel store with parents then see they dk do what contract ._.

then went cold storage ,

mom bought alot of choco for me . thanks♥.

then went lot one ,

my mom bought a new wallet for me . thanks again :D♥ .

then went home , ate dinner ,

using com . no mood post alr .

btw , happy bdae fenny ♥ .

byes .

ahhsiann♥

3 more days♥

FUCK YOU LAHS BASTARD .

YOU VERY PRO HOR ? KUP ME RIGHT ?

YOU WANNA KNOW HOW IT FEELS ?

COME LAH . YOU'VE NEVER HAD YOUR HEART BROKENED RIGHT ?

LJB, COME I LET U FEEL HOW IT FEELS TO HAVE UR HEART BROKENED LAH .

U DONT WANT REPLY MY SMS RIGHT ?

U KUP ME RIGHT ? YOU NEVER THINK ABOUT HOW I FEEL RIGHT ?

SO WHY SHOULD I THINK ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL ?

SUAN LIAO LAH , I SHALL'NT WRITE ANYMORE .

why do i love you through all this ..?

i guess that , no matter what happens ,

i'll still love you♥

SUPER FUN DAY .

today 7 woke up ,

went school , assembled at foyer ,
turns out that im in group three .

went pioneer jc for competition if im not wrong ?

thenthen , very fun lah .

in bus sat with natalie .

thenthen our group 3 the pioneer jc student leader in charge's name is carol .

i know cos i heard someone call her carol then she respond . LOL .

then i call her carol then she asked me how i know her name .

i said my prediction very zhun one :DDD .

LOOL . then she was there thinking like ,

she knew someone called her name then i heard but she forgot who .

shes not even sure if someone called her name . LOL .

sooooo , got one station is IT station ,

go com lab then play science game oneeee .

then got 3 groups . one is our group then got 2 other group from 2 other school .

then the student leader in charge of that station asked us think for a name for our group .

so , my magnificent idea was that our group name is ABC ! <3

then everyone agreed so we became ABC <3>

then got one other group's name is Chicken . LOL .

then the other group copy us one lah ,

their group name is 123 . KNS LAH , COPYDOGS _l_ o: .

so , the game started , is some quizzes then we must choose how many points we want lorh .

if answer correctly then got points the question is worth . if wrong then minus the points that

the question is worth .

risky hor ? DDDD:

so , got 3 bonus question .

bonus question will x2 the score the question is worth if we answered correctly .

soso , in the end , only one bonus questione popped out ,

and luckily is our group zhop the bonus question :D .

then answered correctly . got x2 the points :D .

then we won the game :3 . then the in charge gave our group biscuits :D <3

then moved on to next station . forgot alr .

then finished then next then finished then keep on finish then next station until got one station is ,

need to go inside one very BIG and HUMONGOUS and ENORMOUS "balloon" ?

is like one very SUPERRRRRRRR LARGEEE AND GIGANTICCCCC inflated ball ?

climed inside , inside was total darkness .

then the in charge use the handphone light shineshine to seesee .

then after everything and everyone ready alr ,

they stopped shining their handphone light thenthen ,

we watched the stars <3

very niceeeeee ! <3

me and natalie was like , keep on "wah"ing ? LOL x.x .

then next station then liddis liddat lah ,

got one station is got 1 thing is called a lava lamp ,

it looks beautiful <3

thenthen , finally finished all stations .

went everyone went lecture theater for prize presentation .

top 3 teams with highest score will receive medals .

in 3rd position is bukit panjang primary team 1 .

2nd position is kranji primary team 2 . IM SURPRISED YOU KNOW ?

kranji also can win . 2nd somemore .

truthfully speaking , i've never seen kranji win anything before in this kind of competitions x.x .

anyway , grats lah :D .

then 1st is south view primary dk team what .

then in the end , we realised that our group never hand in our paper ._.

its with nasyitah ._.

dk wihch bitch or bastard told us hold on to the paper first ,

so end up we never hand in = 0 marks . o: .

suan liao lorh , lose lose , also wont die one :3 .

so , supposed to be reach school by 1 oclock ,

but then ended up reach school at 2 oclock ._.

walked to lot one with geraldine and liping .

met fenny&huiying&xinyi at the roof garden .

went there play the 'water playground' . LOLS .

then liping went home cos she dw play D: .

then geraldine wait for us to play finish then she go home with me mah ,

so she sit aside cos she dw play D: .

so , we all actually plan to just get lower part of the body wet only ,

but ended up whole body wet , just like bathing with clothes on ? x.x.

thenthen , i was the first to get whole body wet ,

SUPER BIG 'THANKS' TO FENNY AND XINYI FOR PULLING MY LEGS AND HUIYING FOR PULLLING MY HAND .

DRAGGED ME TO THE ALOT WATER THAT ONE . PRO HOR ? LOL X.X .

THEN I ZAO GENG U KNOW ? LOL .

no offence lahs :3 .

then played until super duper fun . went to wash up .

then went to dry ourselves at the toilet ,

but is the for baby change diapers that room .

cos bigger mah . then very less peepo will use mah :D . unless we really so suay lah ._. .

then dried ourselves a little , when planning to go out alr ,

suddenly someone knocked the door ! OMG LAH .

and somemore hor , we make until the whole floor dam wet x.x .

then we keep on wispering & decided what to do .

ended up , fenny opened the door then we all chiong out and run back to the roof garden .

and then when we go back into the lot one , i tell you ,

ITS DAM COLD T.T .

then huiying's father lombang us back to school . thanks .

huiying's father is drive lorry one ,

and we all sit at the beside , i first time sit lorry ,

i tell you , very shiok ! :D .

then walked home with geraldine , then decided to go yew tee point seesee thingthing first .

then after that on the way home , got 1 BIG black bag lying around .

im curious about whats inside it .

so i went to gently use leg kickkick it around , make it turnturn .

turns out to be quite light :3 .

so i want it fly farfar , so i moved back a few steps ,

then i chionged to it , like kicking soccer ball liddat , kick it .

then "POK" the sound come out ,

turns out the big black bag dint fly , instead ,

it break one hole where my leg kicked it ,

and my leg become submerged inside the DEAD GRASSES that is inside the bag .

THE BAG BREAK I TELL YOU . BREAK ONE HOLE . WHERE MY LEG KICKED .

SO I FOUND OUT INSIDE IS DEAD GRASS . LOL .

then went home , still quite wet .

hmmm , byebyeees ?

HuiYing&Fenny .

Me&XinYi&HuiYing&Fenny .
Me&XinYi&HuiYing&Fenny .

phtography credits goes to geraldine :D .

andand , i today decided to check dictionary about what the word affable means .

cos mrs hanna in my report book wrote :

"Soo Sian is a cheerful and affable girl. Based on her impressive improvements, she has great potential to score A* for all her subjects."

last time , i read alr , i laugh until like !%$&*!

the cheerful part i totall agreeee :D .

the A* part is a big CANNOT . O: .

so , checked dictionary .

Affable :

"af·fa·ble
adj.
1. Easy and pleasant to speak to; approachable.
2. Gentle and gracious: an affable smile."

LOOOOLLLL ?!

okay , i go bath alr . :D

ahhsiann♥

4 more days♥

it was all once upon a time ...

can it go back to the way it was before ..?

No time .

hmmm ,

today no time post x.x .

gtg soon .

byebyes .

ahhsiann♥

5 more days .

you make me laugh ,

you make me cry ,

i dont know which side to buy ..

Study camp ?

today supposed to be overslept de ,

but geraldine called me then never oversleep x.x .

im supposed to meet geraldine at dwnstairs her block at 7,

then i still sleeping ,

then she called me , asked whether i was coming ,

then i asked time , then i realised it was 7 alr !

and im still sleeping ! omgomg ,

latelatelate omgomgomgomg !

chionged down .

then met geraldine .

went mac. we ate 1st ,

cos huiying was late .

then eat finish , went yew tee there wait for huiying ,

it was alr 7.45 when huiying came .

omg lateeeeeeeee . 7.45 must reach leh .

chionged to school ,

then started study camp ,

as i expected , lin lao sai forgotten to ask me what i aim ! :D

so , chi lesson over , hanna lesson ,

i forgot all abt it alr lah.

then school over , i rly very hungry ,

buaytahan , so i went home cook noodles eat :D .

then idk why i eat&use com until so happily eat until 1.25 ..

then excellence class starts at 1.15 ..

late ~!#$%%*^* &^% .

i wonder why i today late for eveything -.- .

hmmmm, chionged to school ,

then late until ._. ...

then after excellence class over ,

went home , then use com do the learncraft thingy .

see im a good girl :D . LOL bhb :3 .

lala , ty cch for helping me do most of the learncraft thinggy♥ .

fact is that i do very little only o.o ...

lols , after finish doing ,

chatted with doll ..

happy bdae doll ♥ .

then blahblah ,

byebyes .

ahhsiann♥

6 more days .

hmmm , why do u always have a valid reason for ignoring me ?

and why is the reason always the worse reason there is ?

haiss , you really made me speechless ...

Study camp .

ytd slept at 2am+ ,
today woke up at 6.30am .
sibei tired . went study camp .
at first was chao ah lin's lesson .
i was like , wanna sleep wanna sleep liddat .
eyes keep closing .
but i guai kia , pull it opennnn :D . LOL .
so , chao ah lin talk abt the parent meeting session,
go in details about every single CL2 peepos' parents say what .
then this and that , she talk about all the CL2 peepos things .
then she purposely , talk about all CL2 peepos ,
leave me to be the last one for her to talk abt ._.
see i special mah LOL . jk :D .
so , when she talk finish abt all CL2 peepos except me,
her eyes move to me , and say :
"na wo men de liang shu xian xiao jie ,
zuo tian wo he ni ba ma jiang hua ,
wo gao shu ta men ni zhi da ying wo ca1 na 85 yi shang ,
ran hou ni shuo sa1 mei da ying wo .
ran hou ni ba ma gao shu wo ,
yao gen ni shuo dong xi,
xu yao jiang dao den SPECIFIC.
na xian zai , ni de prelim yao set shen me target ?"
i say :
"uhhh , A jiu gou le ."
chao ah lin sai :
"ke yi gao yi dian mah ?"
i say :
"85 lorh .."
chao ah lin say :
"ke yi gao yi dian mah ?"
i say :
"85.5"
then chao ah lin keep asking me higher and higher ._.
then i said 85.7 .LOOOOL . :3
then she ask me tmr get her answer o: .
then she say :
"qi shi hor , shu xian shi yi ge shuo dao zuo dao de ren .
ta bu hui make empty promises de .
ni men kan ah ,
ta da ying wo ca1 hui 85 yi shang ,
ran hou ta na dao 89 .
ta da ying wo de shi y ding zuo dao de ."
then i keep roll eye ._. .
so , what should i aim ?
alamak , idc lah .
when time comes i will know . LOOOL . :3
so , after chi lesson , hanna lesson .
went through things .
then had our break .
only 2 stalls open . u ask us eat what sai ?
zzz ._. ,
so i never eat lorh .
shun bian save money . [:
so , after that , continued lesson .
hanna lesson , science lessson <3>

then , study camp ended at 12.30 :DD .

then , me , huiying , geraldine , natalie , li ting , xiaolei , li ping ,

went kfc eat lunch .

cos me , geraldine , natalie , li ting , li ping @ 1.30 got excellence class ,

then needa chiong .

chiong eat finish , then by that time alr 1.15 ? should be bahs .

then went back school ,

reached at 1.29 . LOL .

then ended up , tcher say is supposed to be meet at 1.15 .

means we are super late ._. .

who told me that its 1.30 de arh ? LOL .

so , excellence class ,

i pray pray pray go com lab .

cos weather hot . then i want aircon :D .

then really go com lab lehhh ! <3

used com find thingsthings .

thenthen , 1hour passed ,

excellence clas over :D .

then when i taking bag ,

mrs hanna stare at my socks then say that my socks

disappearing more and more O: .

and she say that next time i wear ankle socks again ,

she will make me take out my shoes and socks and make me walk arnd O: .

and even when go toilet also cannot wear O: .

at first i wanted to ding zui ,

she say 1 sentence ,

in my heart ,

i have 10 sentence to ding hui ._.

but i decided to shhh ,

dont quarrel with tcher :D .

so i just listened and keeep nodding head and say "orh orh orh" O: .

then she finally lectured finish ._.

everything she lecture me ,

i from left ear go in right ear come out :D .

so , after excellence class ,

when walking out of gate with natalie&geraldine&liping ,

saw fenny and sijia :D .

then decided to go yew tee point .

then natalie went home 1st .

so , went yew tee point ,

then li ping went home ,

then sijia & geraldine bought bubble tea .

then geraldine keep bugging me asking me when wanna go home ? ._.

so , after buy finish ,

went geraldine's house . outside geraldine's house .

cos she dont let me and fenny and sijia in T.T

see she bad. LOL JOKING :DD .

but its half true mah . LOL .

so , we tried all means to get the key ,

but to no avail O: .

so , in the end ,

we three sit down outside geraldine's house ,

then geraldine sit down inside her house ,

open the da men , and chat with us . LOL .

might as well let us in right ? LOL .

so , in the end , fenny and sijia came my house .

hmmm , and hor , ever since when did geraldine kknow how to sa jiao ? LOL .

so , at my house , used bro's lappy .

then blahhh , then they go home alr .

then waited till father went out of house then used com .

byebyees .

ahhsiann♥

7 more days .

it feels like , u dont love me anymore ..