Let it go

Love these girls. 2NE1 fighting ^_^

P.S: Omg CL naked hohoho

Rainbow

Hello. O level is over yay! I'm so glad, so glad that it's over. I hope I did fine, I really did my best for all my subjects except Physics (careless till can die). I'm really hoping for a L1R5 <10 and then I hope I can get into a good JC.

Anyway, 20 Nov 2013 was prom and it was a beautiful wrap to my secondary school life. Took lots of pictures with lots of people and the food sucked but I won lucky draw of $50 voucher yay HAHA. So it's like my prom is free one.So I guess it's fine. Prom wasn't as fun as I expected but the people around me made it fun :) and the chalet after that was awesome ^___^

So long never blog already, I suddenly find it so difficult to think of what to say LOL anyway I'm gonna spend my holidays working + dramaing + reading + gaming so yeah, I'm enjoy myself as much as I can because I have this feeling that there won't be another holiday as good as this one in the future.

Life.

Hello. It has been a long time since i last blogged. How's life for you? For me, it's basically the same. There are some positive events, yet some negative events, but that's what makes this seconday school journey of mine memorable. :) Let me say some things to basically wrap up (almost) the upper sec life I'm having (which is going to be over soon).

Firstly, I'm very thankful for the people close to me now. I still remember when I first realised I was streamed into 306 and I saw the name list, I was like omg wtf how am I going to survive 2 years with my class when all of my classmates are nerds/people I'm not close to. Seriously I swear there was not even one that I was close to. Not even one. Sure there were some from the same 103/203 as me, but I wasn't close with any of them. OH YES I WAS. I was close with Jungho!! Omg talking bout him made me realise I'm still missing him so much now, hope he's doing well in China and I wish him all the best for his future! Really hope I can see him again someday though. :) But anyway back to the topic, I was not close with anyone. So, I hoped for the best for the next 2 years. I'm glad now. Friendships blossomed, and I'm happy. I'm really happy in my class (well, except for an irritating gl group of faggots that keeps irritating me and my friends although we never knew what we ever did to them. But nvm this group of people are negligible and don't really affect me much as I'm still very happy.) I really want to thank the group of friends that I made in 306 as we progressed to 406. Especially Lebing, Weijing and Jogie(aka jiong jing, hehe). Bingbing ah, I really had lots of fun and laughter with you when we were in sec 3! ^_^ but sec 4 already cannot play play already, must study hor don't keep procrastinate :( jy for Os ♥. And the Jings ah, stop being retarded okay HAHAHA and idk what to say la (i'm shy) i'm just really grateful for having found good friends that enjoy doing the same retarded things that I enjoy doing, hehehehe. Love you girls ♥

Secondly, it's official. My long desired wish. For volleyball to stand down. Yes, it finally happened. :) Although we didn't clinch anything honourable for Nationals, I'm still glad we made it to top 8. It's not the outcome that counts, it's the process. I've always had this very immature of thinking that it's the achievements that matter because everyone will only remember the first and no one will ever remember the second. But you girls changed my way of thinking. Although I know I may not have been the best of teammates that you girls have because I remember coach punished you all for me because I didn't do things right (not once or twice but quite a lot of times before i think), you all stuck through with me and instead of xian qi-ing me, you all gave me words of encouragement and showered me with love :') I really love you girls ^_^ So sorry for not giving my heart and soul to vb as you girls had done :( Although I may not have given my all to vb, I definitely gave my all to the friendships that I formed with you girls. All my sincerity, all my love. All the tears, all the joy. So much love for you girls. Thank you all for being a part of my life, I really really appreciate it and I couldn't have asked for a better team :') And for coach, I don't know. I feel apologetic yet a bit angry yet a bit happy. Mixed feelings. But overall, although you definitely aren't the best coach (omg i miss my bball coach Mr Tay T_T) you've taught me lots of things and so, yeah, thanks :) I still think I made the right choice to join vb when I was in sec 1. I enjoyed vb initially but my passion faded but my love for my team mates grew and overall, I'm still very happy that I joined vb ^_^ We are the first batch to have this "Volleyball graduation ceremony" and I'm very thankful for it. When they said everyone would get an award, I really couldn't imagine what award I would get. Most lousy player? Most useless player? Most attitude problem player? Most slack player, or something along that line. In the end, I got the Selective Hearing Impairment Award (refer to top for pic) HAHAHA and I think it actually suits me to a T. It's kinda cute. Hehehe. That marks an end to my memorable 4 years of volleyball. I'll treasure the memories ♥

Thirdly, actually there's no thirdly. Haha cannot think of anymore to say. :P I think this shall, if not last, be the few of my last posts for this year, till the end of O's. This paragraph is just to rant about random things in my life. After CCA stood down, I bucked up a bit (i admit, it wasn't a lot, it was a bit only ><) But I bucked up even more for CT2. Results for a few subjects are out, and I can't say I'm satisfied with them. Sigh, kinda far from my expectations. But it's okay, it's a learning process that will motivate me to work harder for my prelims and eventually I'll be ready to take on the O'sssss. I will be ready, I definitely will, just wait, watch me shine!! :) Just a side note, and just saying, I realised I rarely go out, ever since sec 3. I think it's because I'm becoming more and more lazy, and I would rather rot at home than waste energy to go out LOL. Old already. Oh and there's one thing I'm very proud of for this year. I did not, even once, go online to chiong/start on a new Korea/Taiwan drama. I swear I'm seriously very proud of this. I will keep this up and use all the time I would like to spend watching dramas on doing some school work or revision instead. This is a long post. I'm leading a very happy life. All the best to you people out there, especially those having their O's too. Hwaiting, gambatte, jiayou, fighting! :)

One shot

Blessed

Hello. Life has been good basically. I realised that I'm surrounded by awesome people and I'm always being treated very very nicely even though sometimes I think I may not deserve it. I feel so blessed :')

Guitar exam is over. Grade 5 come to mama. Please let me pass LOL. It's gonna be either a just nice pass or just nice fail. "Thin line between life and death" haha. Nevertheless, I feel so lucky that I got such a kind angmoh examiner, thank you nice angmoh ^_^ Now I'm left with vb, less than a month more to go, then I can devote myself to my boyfriend for the rest of the year - studies. I promise myself I will spam study after cca stands down. Promise. :)!

A big thank you to everybody in my life, if any one of you are reading this ^_^

Have you ever felt like you're floating around in heaven and don't feel like coming down back to Earth?

Do you still think of me, like I think about you?

I forgot how it feels to love someone & I forgot how it feels to be loved.

Chinese New Year around the corner hehehohohahaha yayyyy!! Gonna eat all I can whenever I visit people's house :P Sooooo gonna regret it all later when I realise (I definitely will realise) that I've put on weight, but oh well, YOLO, if eating is the thing I love most, then why not? :D What to wear for CNY was, is and will always be a hassle. Last time during p6/sec1 I'm like woohoooo enthu spam shop for CNY clothes during November December holidays, but now sec 4 I'm like noooo I'm so lazy to go shop, I like being cave girl. HAHAHA. Times change people change. :)

Super looking forward to the time when I can step down from volleyball, the time when CCA stands down for sec 4s! I really really honestly want to just concentrate on my studies and nothing but purely studies. Volleyball makes me so tired physically (luckily mentally it doesn't affect me much anymore) and it just wears me out. I won't be able to do anything after coming home from training. I'll just be procrastinating and saying I'll do my homework/self revision tmr, and tmr I will say tmr again, and the real "tmr" never comes. I'll just be forever lagging behind in my studies T_______T Shucks, I know I should buck up. I promise I swear I definitely will buck up after CCA stands down!! ^_^ Fighting! :D okbb.

Do you miss talking to me, like how I miss talking to you?

And people will say "You never know what you have until it's gone."
I need no words, just sing me to sleep, sing me a song like you always would.

Fried getting suntanned

HAHAHAHA LOVE THIS SONG!

She went down in an airplane

Fried getting suntanned

Fell in a cement mixer full of quicksand

Help me, help me, I'm no good at goodbyes!

She met a shark under water

Fell and no one caught her

I returned everything I ever bought her

Help me, help me, I'm all out of lies

And ways to say you died

And i saw a hilarious parody lyrics:

 She fell into a wolf's den,

trampled by some horsemen,

got abducted by a bunch of green-skinned space men,

Help me help me, I'm not good at goodbyes

She caught her hair in machine gears,

impaled with ten sports spears,

cut in half by using electronic hedge sheers,

Help me, help me I'm all out of lies,

of ways to say you died.

Take me to the moon

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Hello. New year, new start, new beginning? Perhaps? Hope everything goes well this year. O levels ahhhh. No stress no stress ^_^ Oh and my guitar grade 5 exam is in March too! I really should buck up and start memorising my scales. Playing my 3 songs to the best is not enough, I need to memorise the scales T_T Okay jy ss!! Have set goals. Simple goals yet difficult to achieve: Pass my grade 5, get at least 4 A1s for MYE, get at least 5 A1s for prelims, and get at most 7 points for O levels. Yeah? Yeah. :)