Not a single lie said, not a single tear split.

Haaaai. Long time no proper post. Basically, my computer all got locked so yeah, I feel like a caveman with totally no technology available. Phone bill burst for some unknown reason. Arms and legs aching like hell due to weight lifting during training. Blisters on feet due to basketballing this afternoon. My life is fun + tiring ttvm.

Studies? I totally don't understand all science subjects (except bio). Homework is killing me. Time constraint sucks. No time to sleep early. No time to do things for my own entertainment. Need to focus damn hard to understand what teachers are teaching. Exams next week. I'm not prepared. Damned.

I'm tired. Physically, mentally, and a little emotionally. Just as zq described, it's not s tiredness that can just be overcomed by sleeping. It's whereas your brain keeps telling you to shut down and drop dead on your bed forever, never needing to think or worry about anything again. Yes, I know I'm not the only one tired. Everybody is. (:

Soosian must jy. Soosian is strong. Soosian needs to concentrate and focus on studies for just 3 weeks then can enjoy already. Soosian will work hard in training and never give up on myself no matter how tiring it is. Soosian will not be tired for long. Soosian shall prevail. Soosian can enjoy for months right after exam ends. Soosian shall look forawrd to post exam activities like basketball and etc. Soosian shal look forward to sec2 camp. Soosian shall look forward to hai nan dao trip with dearest vball teammates. Soosian gets motivated just by thinking of all these things.

Playing basketball today really made me relax and put my mind to ease that I'm gonna be just fine, I'm gonna manage well. I won't go down so easily, because I'm a pro and i believe in myself :D soosian will jy. So must everybody else. :D

Trust no men, fear no bitch. Give no pussy, suck no dick. People play games & are full of shit, play the role & be the baddest bitch.

Relationships sucks. Not really gonna go into another one for a long long time. At this age, nothing lasts anyway. But still, trsure it while it lasts :)
I regret being together with you because now that i think about it, I didn't really like you that much after all. I don't really think of you. I never even once dreamed about you. I never even
once wanted to look into your eyes for longer than 3 seconds. Yes, I know I suck, I know I'm
very bad to you. Sorry. What else can i say?

9th's - ed .

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Dear 2NE1,
I wish i could meet you all for real. But everytime your concert all so expensive one T_T I want to shake hands with CL and Bom and Dara. CL rapping rock max. Bom's voice wonderful and nice max. Dara pretty max. I'm not really ineterested in Minzy though :P Teehee I hope you'll hold a "mini concert" for free at lot one roof garden just like SHINee did ok. I think I'll most probably not be able to meet you all for real. Bye.

Day 8

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Dear Angela aka my darling kaya,
Hehehe hi. You're my favourite internet friend leh! Be honored and touched okay! LOL. Haha I guess it's you cause you've always been the one there to give me advise/comfort me when I'm sad or anything. And most importantly, you're the one who made, what happened, happened on 9th May. You know what I'm talking about :P But that's not important anymore :) Why you need to go back indo! I miss you so much. I still remember the times we spent together during dD-'sfam outing :D Hahahaha those were the funnest time! But that's all in the past now. I know that will never happen again. Jy in life ok, must come back to Singapore in the future! I'll always be here to be your listening ear and here to give you advise if you need. Love you <3