Don't just say it. Show it.

What to do when I'm bored? Postpostpost. What to post when I'm bored? Dunno dunno dunno. What to dunno when I'm bored? Dou shuo shi dunno liao how I know what I dunno. K lame I talking to myself yay I'm going crazy. I'm going crazy, crazy, isarang soge we just going crazy ~ k lame again, whatever, it's a song ok. K lame I know I keep saying k lame. K VERY VERY LAME.

Let's see......... What am I going to type......... I'm going to come up with something totally random........ *thinks*........... OK I KNOW!! I'm going to express my love for my grandma :D *hears everybody groan and click the small red cross on the top right hand corner* LOL K LET ME START.

I love my grandma the most out of every people/thing in the whole wide universe. She's considerate, patient, kind, caring, understanding, and (insert every good word you can find in dictionary). She's the best grandma in the world. I'm very lucky to have her as my grandma. Whenever I just come back from training, she will faster ask if I'm hungry or not. And of course I would say yes, and she would whip up a bowl of delicious fried rice in 10mins. And if I today tell her I want to eat 3 hamburger, the next day she will definitely make 3 delicious hamburger and put them on the table so that I can straight eat them once I wake up. If in the afternoon I tell her I want curry chicken for dinner, she will immediately go ntuc and buy curry and chicken to cook for me for dinner. Even if I suddenly say I want to eat orange, she go check fridge no have, she will faster go minimart to buy for me and cut for me. Even when I watching tv and I say I want drink water, she will go pour for me. Omg seriously, which grandma does all these for their grand children? Plus whnever I need a listening ear, she will just sit down and listen to me talk, and sometimes share her own experiences. What I'm trying to say is, I love her ttvvvvvvvvvvm, more than I love anyone/anything, more than I love myself.

Yay I think my post is long enough. I love my grandma. I do love her so very much.
OK ZAIJIAN.

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I'm bored and i have no idea what to post. Zq asked me to update, and I, being a kind girl, is gonna update for her! :D She must be feeling so honoured.

(Insert the commas for this sentence yourself) Today I sleep wake eat computer toilet computer tv computer nua on bed computer youtube facebook stalk people and tada, posting.


Super late tag replies:
x3JIAYU: Heyy! Taqqqqedd! :D
> x3JIAYU: Hi thanks :D

weixin: u can call me anytime oso!
> weixin: Okok I know, love you too la XD

TSJ: no need thanks ogay just stop ur s3xual acts w Fennaynay hahahahahahahahez
> TSJ: Nonono she also willing party!

Jacinth toh: ): I am last ): hahahahah! just kidding cheer up babe <3
> Jacinth toh: That one is in no order of ranking :) Thanks <3

 weixin: i love u too:)
> weixin: <3 :P

 Zuqi: hi im cute
> Zuqi: Hi I'm cuter

Limqing.: hi :D
> Limqing.: Helloooo :D

Too much criticism will kill you.

BPGHS sucks. Training sucks. Coach sucks. Volleyball sucks. I want to just fucking quit vball la. I hate running. I hate trying my best. I only like to train with the ball, I hate physical training, stamina training and whatever fuck that relates to those. Sometimes i do wonder. What's my best? Did i really try my best? Perhaps so, perhaps not, who fucking knows? Well, I think I do know.

I know that I don't know whether what I know is correct or not. I know that people expect too much from me. I know that I'm not that great/good that people expect/think of me to be. I know that I don't like to expect a lot from myself. I know that I suck. I know that I don't like to force myself. I know that I don't like giving "my best". I know that I don't know what's counted "my best". I know that if even I don't know, what makes people think they know?!

I think that I expect too little from myself. I think that maybe I really think too little of myself. I think that maybe I can be as good/great as people see think of me to be. I think that I maybe really aren't trying hard enough. I think that maybe I will try to give my very best in everything. I think that maybe other people even understand me more then I understand myself. I think that other people can see something in me that I can't see. I think that I look down on myself too much and I need to change my way of thinking.

I find it puzzling that typing out what I feel can help me solve my problems, my way of thinking, my decision. But it really did work o.o. I'm going to cheer myself on *takes pompom and shake butt*. Yay I can do it. I'm going to motivate myself, encourage myself. I won't give up. I will carry on training, I won't quit just like that. ss, fighting! ok lame, i know.

Happy December! (In no order of ranking) I ♥ my brother, zuqi, fenny, sijia, gwen, weixin, xiaolei, huiying, simxinyi, weiqi, jacinth.