I have been so so busy this entire holiday. I haven't really started on my homework. I am so screwed but it's ok I swear I will chiong finish all my homework before school reopens. It's all about self-discipline. It's all in the mind.
Firstly, I went back to Miri for 5 days. All I did was sleep, eat, shit. Literally. I ate like 5 meals a day HAHAHA. I think I gained weight so I shall try to control my diet. Erm. Just kidding. There will never be a day you see Soosian control her diet. If not she won't be Soosian.
Next, look at the picture on top and below. I went to participate in the JB Rex U17 with my dearest bpvb girls as BPGHS alumni and we became xiaochampions! We seriously had lots of fun and laughter and the 'xiao' game is going strong (inside joke yo). I experienced so much for this trip because this is the first time I played every. single. game. I am super tired and I have never deuced until 31-30 points before and I never knew there was this sudden death thing. I have never played 5 sets before. And all these, happened during this trip. I also made a terrible mistake which I felt so sorry for. I was too sad to cry and too sorry to apologise. But I can't turn back time to undo that mistake and I can't cry because I needed to continue playing. So I got over it and moved on and pretended nth happened HAHAH. Ok la obviously I felt terribly guilty and I know I'm a sinner but I really think I leveled up by getting over it and not crying over it. Luckily we still won that game in the end!! Phew.
I'm really grateful to have been a part of this trip and I have learnt and experienced so much. Too much for me to put everything into words. I can only say that I feel much more prepared for A div next year! I also feel that I've grown as a person and I've also developed mentally :) I really love this team. I really do <3
