Hello. It has been a long time since i last blogged. How's life for you? For me, it's basically the same. There are some positive events, yet some negative events, but that's what makes this seconday school journey of mine memorable. :) Let me say some things to basically wrap up (almost) the upper sec life I'm having (which is going to be over soon).
Firstly, I'm very thankful for the people close to me now. I still remember when I first realised I was streamed into 306 and I saw the name list, I was like omg wtf how am I going to survive 2 years with my class when all of my classmates are nerds/people I'm not close to. Seriously I swear there was not even one that I was close to. Not even one. Sure there were some from the same 103/203 as me, but I wasn't close with any of them. OH YES I WAS. I was close with Jungho!! Omg talking bout him made me realise I'm still missing him so much now, hope he's doing well in China and I wish him all the best for his future! Really hope I can see him again someday though. :) But anyway back to the topic, I was not close with anyone. So, I hoped for the best for the next 2 years. I'm glad now. Friendships blossomed, and I'm happy. I'm really happy in my class (well, except for an irritating gl group of faggots that keeps irritating me and my friends although we never knew what we ever did to them. But nvm this group of people are negligible and don't really affect me much as I'm still very happy.) I really want to thank the group of friends that I made in 306 as we progressed to 406. Especially Lebing, Weijing and Jogie(aka jiong jing, hehe). Bingbing ah, I really had lots of fun and laughter with you when we were in sec 3! ^_^ but sec 4 already cannot play play already, must study hor don't keep procrastinate :( jy for Os ♥. And the Jings ah, stop being retarded okay HAHAHA and idk what to say la (i'm shy) i'm just really grateful for having found good friends that enjoy doing the same retarded things that I enjoy doing, hehehehe. Love you girls ♥
Secondly, it's official. My long desired wish. For volleyball to stand down. Yes, it finally happened. :) Although we didn't clinch anything honourable for Nationals, I'm still glad we made it to top 8. It's not the outcome that counts, it's the process. I've always had this very immature of thinking that it's the achievements that matter because everyone will only remember the first and no one will ever remember the second. But you girls changed my way of thinking. Although I know I may not have been the best of teammates that you girls have because I remember coach punished you all for me because I didn't do things right (not once or twice but quite a lot of times before i think), you all stuck through with me and instead of xian qi-ing me, you all gave me words of encouragement and showered me with love :') I really love you girls ^_^ So sorry for not giving my heart and soul to vb as you girls had done :( Although I may not have given my all to vb, I definitely gave my all to the friendships that I formed with you girls. All my sincerity, all my love. All the tears, all the joy. So much love for you girls. Thank you all for being a part of my life, I really really appreciate it and I couldn't have asked for a better team :') And for coach, I don't know. I feel apologetic yet a bit angry yet a bit happy. Mixed feelings. But overall, although you definitely aren't the best coach (omg i miss my bball coach Mr Tay T_T) you've taught me lots of things and so, yeah, thanks :) I still think I made the right choice to join vb when I was in sec 1. I enjoyed vb initially but my passion faded but my love for my team mates grew and overall, I'm still very happy that I joined vb ^_^ We are the first batch to have this "Volleyball graduation ceremony" and I'm very thankful for it. When they said everyone would get an award, I really couldn't imagine what award I would get. Most lousy player? Most useless player? Most attitude problem player? Most slack player, or something along that line. In the end, I got the Selective Hearing Impairment Award (refer to top for pic) HAHAHA and I think it actually suits me to a T. It's kinda cute. Hehehe. That marks an end to my memorable 4 years of volleyball. I'll treasure the memories ♥
Thirdly, actually there's no thirdly. Haha cannot think of anymore to say. :P I think this shall, if not last, be the few of my last posts for this year, till the end of O's. This paragraph is just to rant about random things in my life. After CCA stood down, I bucked up a bit (i admit, it wasn't a lot, it was a bit only ><) But I bucked up even more for CT2. Results for a few subjects are out, and I can't say I'm satisfied with them. Sigh, kinda far from my expectations. But it's okay, it's a learning process that will motivate me to work harder for my prelims and eventually I'll be ready to take on the O'sssss. I will be ready, I definitely will, just wait, watch me shine!! :) Just a side note, and just saying, I realised I rarely go out, ever since sec 3. I think it's because I'm becoming more and more lazy, and I would rather rot at home than waste energy to go out LOL. Old already. Oh and there's one thing I'm very proud of for this year. I did not, even once, go online to chiong/start on a new Korea/Taiwan drama. I swear I'm seriously very proud of this. I will keep this up and use all the time I would like to spend watching dramas on doing some school work or revision instead. This is a long post. I'm leading a very happy life. All the best to you people out there, especially those having their O's too. Hwaiting, gambatte, jiayou, fighting! :)
