You're my heart breaker.

So what do you do when just as you think you're getting the hang of what life is dealing you, and it all falls apart. The party where things happen that make you question what is going on.
The person that touches you to the core of your being and doesn't even know what has really been done.
Yeah, i know, get off the horse, walk into the sunset. I don't think so. I just don't know.
I only know that love does lie in one's heart, where memories are but shadows lingering in your soul.

Okay that was crap :D.

You may think that I've forgotten everything, but, no.
To the basket, fuck off and die :D

BPGHS, <3

Hihihi, im posting again :D.
Today got the school posting results, and i got into BPGHS :D
Yay, im so happy :). I've always wanted to go to BP, to see my brother flirt LOL.
Okay, random post. Btw, welcome back to SG, Geraldiney ! :P
Byebye ~

One more day <3

Hihihihi, my blog is growing weeds ! Lol .
Yay, tmr my dear Zuqi is coming back to Singapore !
I can finally have someone to sms with, to share my sorrows/happiness.
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Yesterday collected PSLE cert, and went to slack with friends @ pg.
After that went grandma house, as it was my baby cousins's and uncle's birthday.
One of my baby cousin is finally 4 years old,
the other one is finally 2 years old. *Claps*.
Played with them, gave them presents, and so on.
They look so cute and happy. I'm so jealous. Lols.
After they cut cake, they went home. Me and family went home too.
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Yay, just one more day and Zuqi is back. I cant wait ! <3 Oh and i'll be abandoning my blog for awhile. I'm a little lazy to update. (:

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I hate myself. I hate my attitude. I hate the way i talk.
Everyone says that when im talking, my attitude is very very bad .
And when i did some reflections, i realise that what people say are true.
I've been too naive, thinking that i'm an average person.
Turns out not eh, im just an old bitch.

Goodbye.

Hi , quitted using computer. You can say i kena banned, quitted , whatever. I dont care anymore.
I just wont be using computer for a long time, due to being a slave for my assholtic ''family''.
Now using Sijia's computer , later going grandma house. I'll stay as far away from home as possible.
I hope Zuqi faster com back la.
Okay bye, i hope a miracle happens.

Zaijian le Zq, <3

WALAO MY DEAR ZUQI GOING HONG KONG TOMORROW TILL 16 DEC.
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Omg la my dear Zuqi , why so fast fly one T.T !!
I'll miss you so much that words are not enough to describe what i'll be feeling .
Gosh, Zuqi, without you, who will be there for me when i need someone's ears ,
who will be there to s3x with me LOL. And who will be there to say me noob ! T.T
It will be so not fun without you around! Omg ily manymanymany <3 !
Touched annot? Must cry ok :D . I'll miss die you laaa ! First thing when you come back must sms me hor!

Sorry is all i can say.

Today is not a good day :( !

I'm sorry for being so useless.
I'm sorry for having moodswings.
I'm sorry for not being able to solve other people's problems.
I'm sorry for having no common sense.
I'm sorry for leaving fam.
I'm sorry for affecting people with my emoness.
I'm sorry for thinking of the past.
I'm sorry than im such a failure.
I'm sorry that everything is my fault.
I'm sorry for being irritating.
I'm sorry for being annoying.
I'm sorry for being self-centered.
I'm sorry for not stating things clear enough.
I'm sorry for being sorry.
I'm sorry that sorry is all i can say.
I'm sorry, i should've known better.
I'm sorry that i exist on Earth.
I'm sorry for everything. (:
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Tomorrow my brother is going Malaysia, Johor Bahru(?)
Why he keep go overseas one, i so jealous okay.
And i'll miss him, yet again . Rawr , he leaving at 5am .
Goodbye brother, see you in 3 days time. Remember my souvenuir(?) hor :D

December :D

Happy 1st December :D. Holy, my parents set a stupid dumb rule for me,
and that is i everyday must before 10am wake up. Fck lah , crazy people.
I everyday 5am sleep , you ask me 10am wake up ? Like that i only sleep 5h leh ._.
K nvm , so today i set alarm at 9.59am, because my father said that if i late wake, will cane. -.-
After waking up, went Yew Tee with father and brother, ate Long John Silver :D
After that, went POSB bank and deposit my money, as well as make a dk what card.
Then when i deposit , that person say every $30 dollar, will have one sticker on a card.
Then when got sufficient number of stickers, can redeem a childish 'prize' .
After i deposit, my card is full of stickers already. Redeemed all the prizes ,
which were some small little squirrel figures, and a tiny board game , wth -.-
I took a picture of all the squirrel figures, which were not so ugly after all, LOL .
Shall post it next time, (back to watching ko 3an guo)
Bye ! :D