It doesn't even matter

Hi, I feel so dam guilty k. Scammed coach. Disappointed in myself. But after all I did, after how hard I worked(kind of ;x), coach still crushed almost every single bit of confidence I have in myself :\ But you know what? That's not gonna bring me down. It's okay, it's alright, I know I'm better than ahem, and I think everyone prefers me to ahem too *bhb haha*. So I shall hold on and continue to fight for what's rightfully mine, and not let you give it to her just because it's her last year.

Minying, cheer up ok, don't lose faith :) Continue to believe, continue to fight, don't lose hope! It's not over yet :) Me as your throwingballz parter also not bad what! Haha you can teach me spiking I can teach you setting. Think of the positive! ;) Fighting ok! You can't give up before I give up, because I'm supposed to be the weaker one. And since I haven't given up, you must continue to fight with me! :D

And yup, it's 4.30am and I'm supposed to like, sleep, cause I'm going to overnight with clique at marina bay sands today till friday and I need to wake up like maybe, 12pm today? Meeting them girls at 1.30pm! :) Heheh. Then when I come home, pack, sleep, and it's saturday already, and I'm really gonna flyflyfly to Japan! :D

Reminisce

Hi I'm bored and I just dug through my thousand year old pictures and screenshots of audi and I decided to upload them and delete them from my computer because very waste space XD All pictures are year 2009 and older.

(From audi like when I was p4/p5)

(Hi fenny look at the difference!)

(FENNY 9 IS YOU LOL. me 10 me 10.)

(Last time p6 at roof garden)

(p5/p6 at yew tee carpark!)

(Last time during p5/p6 at cck park!)

(188bpm? think so.)

(love party haha. year 2008!)

(look at the hacker on top, z)

(That time got bug, npc score same as our individual score. All our scores higher than npc!)

(The most hearts i ever got in club2)

(reminisce and memory! ex jr of dD- last time)

(188bpm?)

(My highest score for 188bpm, taken in year 2009. i really miss the past dashDASH-)

(that's zuqi and calista and me LOL)

(couple ranking 222)

(lp la haha)

(egg yolk ring! couple ranking 123)

(caladium ring, couple ranking 100)

(just joined back audi after i quitted during p6?? first time i chained so high after that. taken during early sec1)

(yay violet ring haha happygirl97, taken during p6 i think)

(with angela aka kaya! i miss you T.T)

Keep believing.

YES MY APPEAL IS SUCCESSFUL YAYY I GOT INTO COMBI 4, BP ROCKS :) Ok hi I'm back from Malaysia. Didn't learn as much as I did learn last year. That's not the point. I'll just try my best and the end result won't disappoint me, no matter what it it :)

Maybe volleyball's just not my thing :'(