忍住不哭，我要忍住不哭。
该说的，都说了。不该说的，也都说了。
该做的，都做了。不该做的，也都做了。
我说和做了那么多，难道你真的不懂吗？我累了。我不想，也不会再做或说任何东西了。我觉得我已经经历了。剩下的，全都靠你了。决定是你的。如果你懂，你就该用行动来表示给我。如果你不懂或不在乎，那就算了吧，我也不再等你了。:)
I have a life to get on with, so I'm not gonna wait much longer. I'm not taking any initiative or giving any more hints anymore. Make your decision quick as I'm already picking myself up from the fall. :) We don't have to be boy/girlfriend (i wont accept even if you asked anyway). We don't have to like each other as in that like. We just have to be normal friends that talk to each other with smiles on our faces. Since we were happy last time without liking each other, why not we be like last time and continue being happy now? :\
Or maybe I think too much. Maybe it's best for me to not give a dam anymore, and just stick to how things are now. Maybe you're contented with how things are now? I see you laughing happily all the time. Perhaps I should just follow the flow and continue looking at your back view, looking at the now happy you.
I really hope you don't read blogs lol maybe you won't even give a damn even if you know I'm talking about you anyway.
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