Don't just say it. Show it.

What to do when I'm bored? Postpostpost. What to post when I'm bored? Dunno dunno dunno. What to dunno when I'm bored? Dou shuo shi dunno liao how I know what I dunno. K lame I talking to myself yay I'm going crazy. I'm going crazy, crazy, isarang soge we just going crazy ~ k lame again, whatever, it's a song ok. K lame I know I keep saying k lame. K VERY VERY LAME.

Let's see......... What am I going to type......... I'm going to come up with something totally random........ *thinks*........... OK I KNOW!! I'm going to express my love for my grandma :D *hears everybody groan and click the small red cross on the top right hand corner* LOL K LET ME START.

I love my grandma the most out of every people/thing in the whole wide universe. She's considerate, patient, kind, caring, understanding, and (insert every good word you can find in dictionary). She's the best grandma in the world. I'm very lucky to have her as my grandma. Whenever I just come back from training, she will faster ask if I'm hungry or not. And of course I would say yes, and she would whip up a bowl of delicious fried rice in 10mins. And if I today tell her I want to eat 3 hamburger, the next day she will definitely make 3 delicious hamburger and put them on the table so that I can straight eat them once I wake up. If in the afternoon I tell her I want curry chicken for dinner, she will immediately go ntuc and buy curry and chicken to cook for me for dinner. Even if I suddenly say I want to eat orange, she go check fridge no have, she will faster go minimart to buy for me and cut for me. Even when I watching tv and I say I want drink water, she will go pour for me. Omg seriously, which grandma does all these for their grand children? Plus whnever I need a listening ear, she will just sit down and listen to me talk, and sometimes share her own experiences. What I'm trying to say is, I love her ttvvvvvvvvvvm, more than I love anyone/anything, more than I love myself.

Yay I think my post is long enough. I love my grandma. I do love her so very much.
OK ZAIJIAN.

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Head first, fearless.

I'm bored and i have no idea what to post. Zq asked me to update, and I, being a kind girl, is gonna update for her! :D She must be feeling so honoured.

(Insert the commas for this sentence yourself) Today I sleep wake eat computer toilet computer tv computer nua on bed computer youtube facebook stalk people and tada, posting.


Super late tag replies:
x3JIAYU: Heyy! Taqqqqedd! :D
> x3JIAYU: Hi thanks :D

weixin: u can call me anytime oso!
> weixin: Okok I know, love you too la XD

TSJ: no need thanks ogay just stop ur s3xual acts w Fennaynay hahahahahahahahez
> TSJ: Nonono she also willing party!

Jacinth toh: ): I am last ): hahahahah! just kidding cheer up babe <3
> Jacinth toh: That one is in no order of ranking :) Thanks <3

 weixin: i love u too:)
> weixin: <3 :P

 Zuqi: hi im cute
> Zuqi: Hi I'm cuter

Limqing.: hi :D
> Limqing.: Helloooo :D

Too much criticism will kill you.

BPGHS sucks. Training sucks. Coach sucks. Volleyball sucks. I want to just fucking quit vball la. I hate running. I hate trying my best. I only like to train with the ball, I hate physical training, stamina training and whatever fuck that relates to those. Sometimes i do wonder. What's my best? Did i really try my best? Perhaps so, perhaps not, who fucking knows? Well, I think I do know.

I know that I don't know whether what I know is correct or not. I know that people expect too much from me. I know that I'm not that great/good that people expect/think of me to be. I know that I don't like to expect a lot from myself. I know that I suck. I know that I don't like to force myself. I know that I don't like giving "my best". I know that I don't know what's counted "my best". I know that if even I don't know, what makes people think they know?!

I think that I expect too little from myself. I think that maybe I really think too little of myself. I think that maybe I can be as good/great as people see think of me to be. I think that I maybe really aren't trying hard enough. I think that maybe I will try to give my very best in everything. I think that maybe other people even understand me more then I understand myself. I think that other people can see something in me that I can't see. I think that I look down on myself too much and I need to change my way of thinking.

I find it puzzling that typing out what I feel can help me solve my problems, my way of thinking, my decision. But it really did work o.o. I'm going to cheer myself on *takes pompom and shake butt*. Yay I can do it. I'm going to motivate myself, encourage myself. I won't give up. I will carry on training, I won't quit just like that. ss, fighting! ok lame, i know.

Happy December! (In no order of ranking) I ♥ my brother, zuqi, fenny, sijia, gwen, weixin, xiaolei, huiying, simxinyi, weiqi, jacinth.

Wondering why we bother with love, when it never lasts.

Yesterday
Training sucks ttm. Fat coach really should just fuck off and die. So short and fat, heart attack and die sua. He really should reflect on himself, the way he coaches. No wonder EVERYONE hates you _l_
Thanks fenny, gwen, sijia for cheering me up. Ty i love you all, you all are always there for me, even when i suddenly call you all come pei me you all also come. Thanksthanksthanks, idk how to express my gratitude. You all know what i mean can already. Love you all ttm. Not forgetting zq, love you too XD.

Today
Bused to mandarin gallery with zq to watch se7en. Reached at around 6pm, we're not sure whether it starts at 6 or 7. We found quite a good spot, stand there until 7.30pm, finally start. Modelling starts first, all the model the figure so nice, so slim *jealous* . During modelling, se7en passed by back stage there and everyone scream, but i didn't manage to see him.
After modelling over (like finally!), se7en come out. Yayyyy. Zq snatched my phone to record + take pics of him. I was at there tip toe and hearing him sing, so nice. Wouldn't say he's THAT handsome, but still above average la :P Got one time he got eye contact with me omg omg. I don't care it's true annot but at least i think it is, i don't care even if I'm lying to myself LOL. Also got one time he come super close to our side here then everyone behind me scream scream scream. After dk which song, he drink water then throw the water bottle to where we all standing, I bet zq envies the one who caught the bottle! He also wipe his sweat with his towel then throw, i damn jealous of the person who caught ittttt. That person confirm go home smell + hug that towel to sleep hahahaha. Ok enough of crap, i only know me and zq tip toe so long, when show over, our legs super painnn. Then we walked around for half an hour couldn't find bus to cck. Ended up taking mrt :P

Pics time ~

You.

Yay fruity head. Science centre ftw. Holidays = no holidays. Almost everyday training. The days that no training, will have outing with fenny, siia, xiaolei, gwen, weixin. Almost everyday i can't sleep, only able to fall asleep around 2am - 4am (Just like now). Then everytime training is morning or else is early afternoon. I everyday need set alarm -.- Outing also need set alarm, or else confirm sleep till i no need wake up. Whatever the crap. Feel like closing down blogshop, lazy update order status :(

My audition finally working again. Miracle. But lag until totally make me everyday no mood. Guitar mode sucks, sensor so lousy one. Rhythm holic also sucks, dog never bark like dog, cat never meow like cat. In conclusion, my skills deproved till totally.... forget about it, i won't go on ranting.

Life. The future is for me to create and work for it yayyyyyy i suck :P. Ok random byebye.

I'll be there.

Fat coach went overseas for the whole of this week. This week will be the best week of my training days! Training schedule was out and it was kind of horrendous, torturous, horrific and (insert any words that describes horrible more specifically).

The day before yesterday, sijia and gwen overnighted at my house. Fenny went home at around 1.30am. Sijia woke up so early the next day and went to sch for training. So early that neither me nor gwen even knew she went out, haha. Me and gwen woke at arnd 11pm, and rewatched Autumn's Concerto even though we both watch before already. I still find that show nice and touching ttm.

Today, training. Overslept a little bit. Late for around 15 mins. Doesn't matter anyway, when i reached, they haven't even start setting the net. Hahaha. I dislike my hair, not absorbent of the hair dye one. Only under sunlight then can see that my hair is a little goldenish. Training was slacky and i liked it. Training days without fat coach just feels so gooooooooood. Something wrong with my hands today, totally off form. Match tmr, need go so far, all the way to around hougang. Sian max! Kbye.

Last sentence of post: Zuqi ily maucks LOL I know this is random! :P

You may think I'm bullet proof, but I'm not.

(Pictures taken from Limqing's blog)

Wednesday

Post exam activity day. Inline skating :D ! 5 instructors, 3 shuai, 1 gay, 1 cute. Inline skating was fun max, mostly because the instructors almost all so handsome *drools* . The cute one is only primary 6, youth champion or something. But he only look like p4/5, but he look so damn cute. The gay one is freestyle champion or something. He looks very, uber gay. The 3 shuai ones are Jasper, Andy, Christopher. Jasper shuaiest, Andy look like chaoahbeng. For this whole year i rarely(maybe i could say never) see until one shuai ge. But on wednesday....... Omg best day of this year, my eyes totally popped out at Jasper, hahehoheahoh. Simxinyi! I say Jasper shuaier then Christopher ok! I don't care, jasper most shuai XD!

Thursday

Thursday, which is today, got back report book. 7 A , 3 B , no C. Class position 12/42 , level position 60 something out of two hundred something. Wouldn't say I'm happy with my results, wouldn't say I'm sad either. Ok la actually quite satisfied. My conduct good only, stupid anithachaotabanana. I also never do anything wrong, only sleep in a few lessons. Like that also need put my conduct until only 'good' ? The remark she wrote about me was very general. Something like capable of better results blahblah, alot students also got these kind of remarks. Before report book was given out, did area cleaning. Cleaned 103. I clean the window, cleancleanclean, clean until so happy then *piewww* my cloth flew out of the window. Me and Hweehoon laugh until dannyleong stare at us. I told dannyleong that my cloth flew downstairs, he practically jumped down from the teachers' table and said "Har? Faster go down get it back!" I laughed all the way down the staircase and when i was at the place where the cloth should be, i couldn't find it. Oh well, wasted my time and energy. After area cleaning, went yewtee to meet some people. Then went CCK complex gym with xinyi, sherrie, hweehoon, minying, weishan and helena. First time i went to the gym there. Needa pay $1.50 before can go in. Waste my money :(. Went in, exercised quite seriously at first, then after that slackslack, chitchat, talktalk. Gym-ed till around 5plus, went to eat tea break LOL. Ate beehoon, nice! Went home aft that, watched a little of ai then forgot do what, bath eat watch wu hua guo, then come post. Yay updated my blog after 123 years ok byeeeeeeeee.

Gotta find a way out.

Not sure whether I've posted this picture before. Perhaps not? Hahah whatever, I don't care anyway. Tmr last EOY paper, dnt. But for me, EOY counted as over already as dnt is shit, no use one. Plus can't really study for it.

For this week, I really, really, really and seriously studied hard. Proud of myself :P. Geog paper was okay i guess. Lit was okay, but everytime i find lit okay, will get C. Physics confirm C, alot question tikum(?) de. Bio was still okay i think. Chem totally sucked. 98% anyhow do. Maths was not as hard as i expected it to be :)

Everytime i want to post i also have nothing to post. Everytime i lazy post then i will think about many things that i can post. Might as well forget about it lol. Looking forward to release-result-day.

Dk whether i should really sms him or not :S

10/10/10

Happy 10/10/10 :)

Everybody jy for EOY. I've been mugging hard for the past two days. Didn't really turn on the computer. My maply level 67 already, so excited I want my 3rd jobbbbb :D

Stars dulled

Finally updating my blog after a few decades. I guess that I can safely say that I'll MIA from blogger till end of EOY. SS JY FOR EOY, YOU CAN DO IT :D No matter how many times i motivate myself, i still end up not studying. I really realised that eat, shit and sleep is all i can do. Stupid me, tsktsk.

How I wish life doesn't have so many ups and downs. How I wish life is more colourful than a rainbow. How I miss my unrebonded bangszx. Currently my fringe is holely. I hope you get the point. Yeah, holely. Going to do my homework now, byebye. (I hope I mean what i say.)

Rain after shine.

Not going to update so often. I ♥ Ms Pang. I ♥ Zuqi.

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Blackie :O

English and Lit Common Test tmr. For English compre, there's absolutely no way anybody can study. And for Shattering Glass, i've read the book countless of times already. So I'm just gonna study my bio. Stupid freaking Ms fatty Wee, never even teach finish the topics tested for CT. How the fuck are we gonna score high marks? Or should i say, even pass? I gues I've to count on myself to study for Bio. Teachers just ain't RELIABLE.

All teachers sucks. Especially Ms Anithathathatha. I bet she'll read this someday. But so what? I don't fugging care :D ! It's my blog, i can write whatever i want. Anitha suckssssss ttmz! :)

THY!

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO TOHHUIYING! 我 ♥ 你 ! The picture (above) was the oreo cheese cake me, xl, fenny, sj, gwen made for her. Hahaha Huiying, glad you liked it :D Celebrated hy's birthday today instead of her actual birth day, because CT on that day. Had loads of fun today! :)


Cut cake, water bombs, water hose, R21 scences(*wink to fenny*), chatting, computering. Shan't go into details, too much to write :P

I could tell you over and over again, and you still wouldn't get it.

(The bushman)

Happy Nationals Day. Happy bird day Singapore, thanks ttvm for giving me two days holiday! :)

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Rainbow.

(Promises are meant to be brokened)

Most probably not going to update till CT2 is over :). Had a lots-of-money-involved-bet with parents and brother about results. I'm certainly not going to risk my money, so I'm going to study very hard :)

This ain't goodbye.

It's been a very uber long time since i last updated my blog with a proper post. Changed my blog url and skin. I'm very happy today, because there won't be training tomorrow and the rest of the week except Thursday(?). Not that i'm happy that i won't get to see my beloved volleyballers, it's just that i don't wanna see the coach's fat and qian bian face x)

Maple so hard to train already, stuck at level 59. Audition also not fun already, skills deproved like zxczxc just because i MIA-ed for a few months. Finding new game to play. Dota seems fun. NOT. Okay whatever, I've yet to do my homework. Onlined whole afternoon just to use computer, advertise my blogshop(UPDATED!), maple awhile, facebook, and search for skins. Everyone please do support my blogshop > http://shopdie-you.blogspot.com/

Homework not done, and I haven't bath. I really nidda exercise some self control or something. I've realised that I'm going from bad to worse. Ok SS homework time, jyjyjyjyjy. :)

Hibye

Hello it's the first of July and i'm looking forward to *AHEMS* birthday. Ok byebye.

What if it was all a lie?

(zq officially hacked in and deleted the photo ^^)

Hello, that picture up there was taken last year if i'm not wrong. Anyway, that's my pancake babeh zuqi! Hi zq, don't be too surprised that i didn't delete this picture ok. I think that you think that this picture is very unglam, so i put smiley face to cover your 'unglam face' ;x.

All i want to post about is, ZQ is back to SG! I missed her ttm. Zuqi is very cute. Zuqi is very pretty. I love Zuqi very much. I missed Zuqi very much. Zuqi is the cutest person in the universe. Zuqi is the prettiest person in the universe. :D

Anyway, all my homeworks are undone. I don't know whether i will be able to complete it by Saturday. Next week school reopening. I'm happy plus sad. Happy cause won't so bored, sad cause need wake early. Actually i think that everyone thinks that if school doesn't start so early, everyone will be happier. Ok i think that was basically crap? Anyway, i use computer just to post this post and listen songs. Okay, homework time. Bye. :)

Happy Father's Day!

HELLO HUIHUI DADDY! I admit that i took this photo from your facebook because i realised that i didn't take any photo with you before :( Hope you don't mind yeah. As you know, today is FATHER'S DAY. So, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, MY BELOVED DADDY! Thank you for being a caring, kind, funny and chio (LOL) daddy! Terima kasih for everything, lovedieyou! ♥

Okay, now time for my real father. He's in USA now, 3 months later then will come back. I feel happy and sad, i don't know why. Anyway, Happy Father's Day! Thank you for xxxxxx with my mother so that she can poot poot me out into this world! Hehe, come back with my souvenirs soon okay! :D

Now, time to talk about my dear darling babeh pancake TANZUQI. She took some grassy bus to Genting today at 7.30am. Last night she suddenly off maple and sleep and didn't tell me anything, so during the night i sit on my bed and stare at my phone and it didn't vibrate T^T. Hahaha, I'm not blaming her uh. And my fuzking phone, i set alarm at 7am, then when I woke up (not due to alarm, is mother call), it's already 9am+. I HATE MY FZCKING PHONE LA KNN. Anyway, i'll missdie ZQ, and I don't even know when she's coming back :(. I only know is 3 days later, but idk what time all that. ILOVEHERANDIMISSHER, I WANT HER FASTER COME BACK, I GOT SO MUCH TO TELL HER.

Okay, now time for another topic. A very very o.o topic. Well yes, I stead with Bryan Yong today, 20.6.10, 12am+ . Don't ask me why how what hor. I really hope i made the right choice :D

I stead with you, my heart is still with him? No, I'll get my heart back and give it to you :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Hi! I am so very touched by a video Tanzuqi made for me! I love her ttvm, and no one can steal her away from me! TO MY DEAR ZQ AH, IDK WHAT TO SAY, EXCEPT THANKS AND ILYT.

Thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday and thanks everyone who gave me presents! Special thanks to those who pooled in money tgt to buy me the volleyball :D. Ok anyway, today is my bird day. Or should i say yesterday. Because it's past 12am already and i forgot to post before that. Ok nvm just treat it as still 9 June ok? LOL.

Today went out with Fenny, Weixin, Sijia, Xiaolei, Gwen to Sentosa! Went to siloso beach there to play water & volleyball(a little bit). Fun! Especially when playing in the water. It suddenly started raining then Gwen and Fenny went to buy a coke that costs $3. So expensive! Then the rain stopped and we went back in the water. Went home at 6 and reached at 6.45. Went restaurant with parents then went home and now posting. Bye :D

Zuqi was here XDXD

Soo Sian Liong is currently at malaysia and Zuqi the superhero is here to update her blog! Hahahahahahah. It's wednesday already and that means three more days before my dear muffin babeh is back! I hope she'll be running to be and giving me my souvenir (Y). Anyway, I've been sending love letters to her everyday and she's crying everyday :D Hope you readers would send her love letters too so she'll cry even more and come back singapore with her eye swollen ^^.

Oh and, Soo Sian Liong will be back on 5 june. Her birthday is on 9 june so remember to buy her present :D Her present willl eventually become my present cuz i'm sooooo gonna steal it, hahahahahhaha. Her classmates must help her celebrate her birthday okay! Jio her out then give her surprise, hahahah! That's all for today! Don't forget to give her a birthday bashhhhhh :)

6 more days to SSL's birthday :D
(excluding today :B)

If i ever see you again.

Hi, added that picture just to make my post look longer. But i find the heart-shaped sun very nice. Zuqi asked me to update, so here i am, updating :) ! I'll be going to Malaysia today at 2pm, to visit my relatives and go see some 'qi gong' doctor. I'll be there for a week, so i'll be back on 5th june. So that means, I'LL BE SKIPPING TRAINING FOR A WEEK. Words can't express my happiness x)!

Thursday had meet the parents session, and my results are better than my brother's. And because of a deal me, brother, father and mother made, i received alot of $_$ ! I won't say exactly how much uh. And the deal is quite a long story which i'm lazy to type out. Oh andandandand, Ms Anitha said i'm a good student! Heheh. I was expecting Ms Anitha to bad mouth me to my parents, but she didn't. Although my results better than brother's, i'm still very disappointed with it. I got alot of b3, not many a1. I didn't fail any subject, nor did i get C for any. Teacher wrote in my report book that i'm very cheerful and optimistic :D

So yeah, enough of my craps. Happy advance birthday to chaihao. Although i know he won't see this, all the same, i'll just wish him happy birthday :). Ilovezuqiandiwillmissher. Love letter everyday ok! To end my post, i wish everybody a happy june holidays! :D

I just can't wait.

Today is the second last day of MYE. Chemistry and biology paper. There’s only one paper, questions include bio and chem questions.Chemistry is damn weird okay, i got three 2 mark question i don’t know how to do. One of the question, is about boiling and melting point. I remember that there’s a van der Waal’s force or something, so i wrote that down. Zhiyu said that it’s correct. Weee, i really hope it’s correct :)


Tomorrow Home econ paper. I don’t think i want to revise for it. For home econ practical test, me and gera already get so low marks. I doubt i can get A for Home econ, even if I study for the written exam. Currently, waiting for my maple to download finish so that I can pei Zuqi maple. 61% done, 35mins more to finish. Now i’m killing time by making this post as long as possible, haha.


As you can see, I didn't exactly change my blogskin, but I just edit the template. Ty Zuqi for helping me with some of it. I should probably spam Zuqi's msn, to make her maple lag . *Evil laughter* No la i'm just joking, i'm not a bad person and i love ZQ :D. She should be so proud that her name is here. HAHAHA. She's gonna reopen her blog very soon, and i can't wait :D !

9 May 2009, do you remember?

9 May 2009, I still remember. Oh well, what's gone is gone, shouldn't be holding on. Face it soosian, he's gone. For good. He isn't coming back. Today, couldn't been our first year, but, oh, nevermind. I don't think he will come my blog, so i think it's okay to post whatever i want, hahaha. It's been one year, but I still remember those fun times we had, as though it had just happened yesterday. Whatever la soosian, he doesn't give a damn about you anymore. Tomorrow exam, maths and literature. Chiong read shattering glass and chiong do maths papers. Jy soosian, you can do it :)

Anyway, today is MOTHER'S DAY. Oh my mummy, i love you ttm <3! Thanks for everything. When i don't know how to do my homework, you teach me patiently, even though i may flare up when you repeat it too many times. You were there for me everytime, to be my listening ear. Whatever things i want, you buy for me. I don't know what else to say, except thanks and i love you. :)

Cheng Chai Hao, I loved you once, and i know you loved me once, too. At least we loved each other before, and i'm contented just for that fact. :') No, I won't shed anymore tears for you. It's time to truly let go.

Awesome.

AWESOME. The song is awesome, the dance is awesome. I'm so jealous that they can dance so well! Haha, second post of the day. Happy 5th month to me and my braces, I'm gonna go see the dentist now. Bye! :D

I've learnt a lot.

I've learned that crying and admitting when you're wrong are signs of strength not weakness. I've learned that love is more important than money or power. I've learned that forgiveness heals everyone most importantly you. I've learned that laughter is truly the best medicine for the soul. I've learned that you can't take life too seriously. I've learned that sometimes listening to what others have to say is the best therapy. I've learned that how people treat you is their karma and how you react is yours. I've learned that I've learned a lot but still very little.


Next week MYE. All the best to everyone. I seriously can't pay attention in class. I'm either day dreaming or sleeping. My daily coffee is not keeping me awake anymore :(. Mr Chua is a weird person and I don't like him. Maths totally suck okay, esp algebra. Weird brackets, weird alphabets. Chemistry and Physics so weird lor, I don't understand what the teacher talking. Over the weekends, I'm going to mug, hardcore. Had a bet with parents and brother, worth $200. I'm so gonna go for the money! So yeah, i'll study hardhardhard. Zai jian!

2 more days, could've been the happiest day of my life. Oh well, :\

Unable to let go.

No matter what you say about love,

I keep coming back for more.

Keep my hand in the fire, sooner or later,

I get what I'm asking for.

No matter what you say about life,

I learn every time I bleed.

The truth is a stranger, soul is in danger,

I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong

And then change my mind,

Sorry but I have to move on

And leave you behind.

I can't waste time so give it a moment,

I realize nothing's broken.

No need to worry about everything I've done.

Live every second like it was my last one.

Don't look back got a new direction,

I loved you once, needed protection.

You're still a part of everything I do,

You're on my heart just like a tattoo.

Just like a tattoo,

I'll always have you..

Sick of playing all of these games.

It's not about taking sides.

When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver.

It hurt enough to think that I could stop,

Admit that I'm wrong

And then change my mind,

Sorry but I've gotta be strong

And leave you behind.

I can't waste time so give it a moment,

I realize nothing's broken.

No need to worry about everything I've done.

Live every second like it was my last one.

Don't look back got a new direction,

I loved you once, needed protection.

You're still a part of everything I do.

You're on my heart just like a tattoo.

Just like a tattoo,

I'll always have you..

If I live every moment,

Won't change any moment,

There's still a part of me in you.

I will never regret you,

Still the memory of you,

Marks everything I do.

Can't waste time so give it a moment,

I realize nothing's broken.

No need to worry about everything I've done.

Live every second like it was my last one.

Don't look back got a new direction,

I loved you once, needed protection.

You're still a part of everything I do,

You're on my heart just like a tattoo.

Can't waste time so give it a moment,

I realized nothing's broken.

No need to worry about everything I've done.

Live every second like it was my last one.

Don't look back got a new direction,

I loved you once and I needed protection.

You're still a part of everything I do,

You're on my heart just like a tattoo.

Just like a tattoo,

I'll always have you..

Tattoo - Jordin Sparks

Time really flies. With a blink of an eye, it's May already. I miss primary school. I miss slacking. I miss no homework. I miss him. Hahaha. MYE is giving me stress. I want to study but i just can't do it. I'm a weird person. Friday got back maths test, i got 29/40 (A2). I'm really quite disappointed, because one more mark and it will be A1. Ohwell, Mr Chua says that Maths Mid Year will be much harder than that maths test. I want A1, i want A1 :(

English exam was really weird can? Adjectives, subject, object, adverbs, verbs, adjectival & adverbial phrases, weirdweirdweirdthings! I can already predict what Ms Anitha will say after the results are out. She will say we all very lousy, she expect better results, she want us bulk up, whatever. I'm going to do maths practice paper now. Byebye!

9 more days bby, :') ...

Outshine,

Happy birthday to Limqing mummy!
Heheheh 13 already, old already ah! Thank you mummy, for everything! Remember last time when you helped me find out more about ahem ahem? I really appreciate that, althought it didnt work out :P. You were always there for me. Thanks alot! Stay chio and last long with AHEMMMM hor :D !

School as usual. I suddenly felt uber tired during chemistry, so i accidentally fell asleep. I know that exams are nearing the corner, and i need to pay attention instead of sleeping. But i just can't help it :(. I keep sticking and sticking to my darling computer, instead of books. Howhowhow, i want score good results so that my parents will be happy. I think i'll stop posting, until end of mid year. Maybe i'll just post one or two times during mid year. Maybe, maybe, maybe, i don't know.

I, Liong Soo Sian, will study hard for mid year and score good results. I shall not play too much computer, and i will revise starting from tomorrow onwards. If i don't fulfil this promise to myself, i shall.... ban myself from computer for 2 weeks? kthxbai.

Shining so brightly.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIHUI DADDY! (She's a girl alrights.)
Hehe, daddy daddy daddy! 13 years old already, old old old already x). Sorry about your present, i didn't have time to buy. I monday give you ok, since tomorrow is E-learning day. Hohoh daddy, thanks for being such a good kind and caring daddy, hahah. Last long with Limqing mummy, LOL. Stay chio hor! ♥

Today, was a normal day, except that my alarm rang at 6.30am, i turned it off, and continued sleeping. Everytime 5mins later i will auto wake up again de, but idk why today i continued sleeping till 7am. When i finally automatically woke up at 7am, i chua tio. Chionged down to bus stop, and very just nice, the bus come. See, even God is helping me :)

First period, Home econs. It sucks ttm ok. The teacher suddenly sot diao lor, anyhow scold people. Teacher scolded Geraldine just because she said that our work is done. She say that we don't understand and blahblah, super alot crap. What the fark? Our group did our work, then you go crazy and anyhow scold? Please la, we were punctual in handing in our work somemore. I still don't get whats wrong. Go slap yourself la teacher, female dog, bitch.

Sorry for the profanities just now. I just felt that the teacher is really being bitchy. When Home econs ended, time for Chinese, which also, suck. Teacher made me and a few other people stand, just because we didn't do our hw. But i don't even have the newspaper, how to do -.-? Standing is tiring, and it brings back so many memories of p6 chinese lessons. I still remember last time Ms Lim HK also everytime make me stand for not doing hw, etcetc. I stand for 15mins, buey tahan already. I sat on the floor behind my chair, so that teacher cannot see me cause the chair blocking me. I can't believe it la, teacher didn't notice i was gone from her sight for about 15mins? She found out in the end anyway. Continued standing for 8mins like that. Then i saw Wilfred sit down. My legs are tired, so i also sit. Then teacher saw it, but she didn't care. Afer awhile, she ask those people who are still standing to sit. Then chinese lesson ended :)

Recess, normal. Eat with Gera, then go back class to chit chat with other people. Recess ended, time for Chem lesson. Ms Lee didn't come, so we basically had our free time, but nidda do a worksheet and the workbook. I did more than half of the worksheet questions, the rest idk how do, so copied from others. Completed worksheet, handed in. Chem lesson ended just like that :D

Art lesson, quite fun? Painted the colour wheel with sponges, instead of brushes. I don't really like using sponges because my hand will get dirty, and i don't like my hand dirty. After painting, washed hand using Huihui's group's clean water :) Then art lesson ended. Went back classroom for Maths lesson.

Maths lesson, super uber fun, cause fatty Mr Chua didn't come. Me and Jason kept imitating the words Ms Pang pronounced wrongly, and we kept laughing. Ms Pang pronounced Jung Ho's name wrongly, and i imitate Ms Pang and go pronounce Jung Ho's name wrongly also. He was like, gonna use the rubber band to shoot me, but in the end he shoot Jason, LOL. Then Ronson(?) and Reynard made Kelvin's things drop down the window, hahaha!

After maths lesson ended, i went indoor sports hall intending to find Jacinth and Weiqi, but Weiqi go for dnt thing, and Jacinth not going for training. So i went home, use computer till now. Ending this long post here, bye :)

Kiss goodbye.

Yesterday, which was Good Friday, was a totally bad bad bad day for me. I somehow, used the computer for the whole day, only stopped to have meals. Then at night when i finally stopped, my father kpkb, until sky drop. He scoldscoldscold, and layed down more rules for me. I'm about to lose my guitar, phone, computer, freedom, money, and maybe even vball. All it takes to lose all that, is for one toe to step out of line.

My father wants me to play a weird song on guitar, which i've never even heard of the song title before, and teacher haven't teach yet. He wants me to play it with no mistakes, which is like, for me, almost impossible? Damn you, i never even heard of the song title before.

Temporary, i guess i won't be using the computer anymore, just in case. But i'll still update my twitter using phone. Actually, all these are not really my father's fault. I think i brought it upon myself, so yeah. I'm gonna work hard on playing my guitar, work hard in vball and get in main team, study hard for mid year. Bye, going MIA. Keep tagging! :)

"Soo sian ah, be contented with what you have. Think about the people in poor countries. They don't even have a roof to live in, food to feed themselves, clothes to cover themselves. Then think about yourself, you're much more better them. You have a house to live in, you never fail to be full, you have nice clothes to wear. Be contented :)"

That was all said by Zuqi. See how mature and optimistic(?) she is. Everytime i talk to her, she'll change my way of thinking, making me have a positive mindset. She brightens up my day everytime, without fail. I don't know what else to say, except thanks. Tanzuqi, ily ttm! <3

Loves,

Hi Zuqi, don't say i never love you ok. See i dedicate this one whole post solely to you leh.

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I love Tanzuqi ttm. Hehehe. Cannot say i dont love you k <3

Gotta be moving on.

A girl dresses up all cute and pretty every time a boy takes her out on a date. This is her way of keeping him interested as his eyes are locked solely on her. He stares at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste. - He calls her insecure.

A girl holds on to a boy like she’s never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she’s lucky that she has the boy, and no, he's not available. - He calls her clingy.

A girl calls a boy the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only they two will understand. This is her way of saying how special he is, and that there’s nobody else in this world like him. He calls other girls “babe” just as how he would call her, and she gets disappointed. - He calls her shallow and jealous.

A girl checks up on a boy, making sure he made it home safely or that he's not out getting himself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about him and that she worries constantly because that’s how much she cares. - He says she’s nagging.

A girl cries when a boy does or says something wrong. This is her way of saying “That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU.” - He calls her overly sensitive and emotional.

A girl loves a boy more than he loves her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that their relationship wasn’t like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. He pushes her away. - He calls her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead Chaihao, leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying ME. You left me all alone, facing the cruel and discriminative world. Hahaha, at least i learnt some lessons :)

This post, is so so so i dunno how say. If you don't wanna read then don't read. Today, is really not my day. Alot things happen. I hate hate hatedie today. Coach scold me just because i made a mistake that any human would make. Hi coach, all i wanna say is _l_ !

Eatmyshit.

Jingxun, i dont like _____, so stop spreading that i like _____. You know perfectly well who is _____. Just because i asked you for _____'s audi IGN, doesn't mean i like him right. Grow up leh, stop being so childish. If i only asked one question about _____, then you say i like him, you might as well say i like all the boys in the world. Then you leh, you ask my audi IGN. That means you like me? No right? Then i ask his IGN, means i like him? No right?

Let me tell you one last time. I DO NOT LIKE _____. If you're just joking with me that i like him, then your joke really tai guo fen already. If you say that i like him only once or twice, i can still call it a joke, i don't mind. But you keep on saying and saying and saying that i like him, i don't count it as a joke anymore. You even told Haozhong that i like him, which is perfectly not true. I really don't like him. I swear. I only like Cheng Chai Hao. People who know who he is, keep secret, thanks. People who dunno, then too bad. I hope Chaihao doesn't drop by my blog and see what i write, LOL. :P

So, what i'm trying to say is, STOP SAYING THAT I LIKE HIM. Cause i really don't. And if you think that my post is too harsh on you, then sorry. No offence intended :P

Anyway, if you're not clear of all the he, him and his in my post, they're all refering to _____.

Do you still think of me, like i think about you?

If you argue with him, you're hard-headed. If you're quiet, you don't care.
If you call him, you're too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves.
If you don't fuck him, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy.
You tell him your problems, he says you're irritating. If you don't, he says you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'.
If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it's because he had to.
If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance.

They're basically the same.
Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love they become poor; when girls are in love they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can't forgive; girls can forgive but can't forget.
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
Guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.

Isn't it all so very very true? Took this from Nicola's blog as i thought that it really makes a lot of sense. Hehehe, idontknowwhattopost. Zaijian ba :D

One time.

Using father's laptop for history project, because mother was using my computer. While browsing through my father's lappy,
i discovered that my father didn't delete the picture(top) i uploaded to his lappy last time.

Morning had 2.4km run during first period, so we skipped chinese class. I was delighted because i
didn't do any any of my chinese homework, which comprises of two chinese compo and two newspaper
article review. The newspaper article review not easy okay! It's not only review. Need write summary and those words that
i dunno, must find dictionary and write it down. -.-

2.4km run, i really don't know why i did so badly. During normal PE lessons when we ran the 2.4km,
i didn't run so slow one lor. Then the real test, timing like shit. I can say goodbye to my gold already :).
Friday gonna have the five items. I hope i pass my sit and reach.

I don't know why but i don't feel like posting anymore. I'm going to do my overdue chinese homeworks now.
Goody byey. :D

Everything will come to an end, sooner or later.

(Look at Weixin so happy LOL.)

Hello Weixin see your pretty face there bigbig :). Happy birthday to Weixin! Happy happy bird day :D.
Thirteen already, old old old already :(. Stay chio and pro in bball ok! May all your dreams come true. Love you :P

Doing homework from morning till now. And i realized that i only finished chemistry. My brain so crappy ._.
I'm left with two chinese compo and a few other subject. I realised that there weren't many homework.
History project suck. All the questions, so hard find answers one.

I miss TANZUQI. I just broke up with her and patch again <3. Heheheheh, see you on Monday(hope so)!
She says she only love Seungri, Jiyong, Gaara, Tobi and Luffy. But in her heart, she loves me most.
She just shy, and don't want to say. I know you want me, you know i want cha ~

K, i going out to eat now bye, LOL.

~

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Wtf, a guy in my msn asked if i have a stead. I said no, you want stead with me ah? Then he say ya.

What the hell, what the fug. Whatever, bye.

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Risks are for taking.

(I know i'm ugly, but i don't need your nasty comments :D)

Hello. Had fun at Weixin's birthday party last Saturday. Veryveryvery fun. Especially the part where me

and Fenny sat tgt in one swing. At first i was worried that the swing will break, but it never, lol.

Me and Fenny the position was like, so awkward, LOL? Very weird funny and fun hahaha!

Had fun with Huiying, Fenny, Weixin, Sijia and Ruofan at the party. The bbq food was very nice.

After the party ended, me, Fenny, Huiying and Sijia went to Fenny's void deck to slackslack awhile.

Ate the leftover cake, and played with it too. Fenny made everyone tio cake :(. Went home at 11.30pm.

Sunday. Morning, woke up from my dream, and cried. Don't ask me why, what, how or whatever.

If only that wasn't a dream, how happy i'll beee. I cried all because it was a dream, so yeah. :(

That was the first time i cried in like, let's see, 7months ba. As far as i remember, the last time i cried was on

17 July 2009. I'll never ever forget that day, i promise. Bleh, what i crapping about? Whatever luh.

Oh well, i hate having dreams. I don't care if it's a good or bad dream, i hate them. I hate them all O:

Today, training at 11am. Train till 2pm. Training was tough and tiring. I don't like to run. I like to drink water.

Hahahahehehohoho. Yeah, i mad already. Tomorrow also have training, so i now go kaqiao my brother.

Byebye :D

Time is ticking away.

Haven't been posting for quite some time due to my laziness, hahahah. Today, school as usual.
Woke up at 6.45am, cause i forgot to on my alarm. Rushed to bus stop, and the bus only came after 10min -.-
When the bus came, it was quite crowded. Guess what? The uncle drove the bus so slowly tht even a snail is faster.
Isn't that all too wonderful? Yeah i know, i'm being sarcastic. But who cares? Plus it was raining okay.
Took bus 300 instead of walking. The bus driver also drive so slow. After 9876543421 hours, i reached sch.
Late again, for the don't know how many times already. I'm not the only one who's late. Got about, 20+ people.

First period was english if i'm not wrong. Ms Anitha gave us our report book and secondary sch ezlink card.
The picture for the ezlink card is my p6 photo, wtf. I prefer my sec 1 photo. I look toooot in my p6 photo.
I'm quite satisfied with my results. I hate chinese, i hate home econ's written paper. -

English           -            A1
Maths            -            A1
History          -            A1
Literature      -            A1
Art                -            A1
Science         -            A2
Home econs  -            B3
Chinese         -            C5

Yup, that's my results. For overall marks, Jason got 1 more mark than me. And his report book got signed

by principal personally. I'm so jealous (not), hahah. After english period was music. Mr Wong is so funny, lol.

He talk that time, keep will like, shake his head? Hahaha. He's also a pro pianist(?), i salute his fingers. :)

After music, recess. Tried a new stall with Geraldine. The egg and veggie is not bad. After eating, went back class.

FTCME period. BOREDDIEME la. Mr Manaf only there keep crap crap crap, talk c0ck. When he talking,

his hand will do funny things one. His facial expression also very toot. Me, Jason and Reynard kept imitating him,

and we were there laughing. Played the weird number game with Jason, as we didn't want to listen to Mr Manaf.

I won Jason 5 times in a row! Woooo, i never beat him so many times before :P. I tried playing with Reynard,

but so fast lose already. Ohwell, who ask him so pro! :(

After 123456789 hours, FTCME finally over. I don't think anyone listened to Mr Manaf talk at all. Haha :D

After FTCME, is bio. Well, not really bio. Bio change to Chemistry already. But luckily, Ms Lee is still our tcher.

During Chem lesson, i was really very super tired, and  i can't resist the temptation, so i dozed off lots of times.

Even if i didn't doze off, i still don't understand what Ms Lee is teaching. The periodic(?) table so weird one.

I don't understand a single thing ok ._. ? Chem lesson over, and Ms Lee scolded the class, say that she don't like our attitude and whatsoever. I think she's refering to me? Sorry la, i dumb, also cannot blame me.

History lesson, Mdm Zai-nub came, talk to us about project. She talk halfway, the fire alarm rang.

Wooo, went to the bball court to gather. The bball court so hot can? I was sweating like dk what.

The principal praised everyone that we only took 6mins to gather. Then went back class, continue lesson.

Teacher continue talk about our project, and ask us get into groups. I group with Geraldine, Wenyi and Qianhui.

When history lesson over, i don't understand what we're supposed to do. I don't understand one bit.

Anyway, went canteen to eat. After eating and chatting, went indoor sports hall play volley awhile,

then bus-ed home. I thought about a lot of things when i was on the bus. When i got down from bus,

i forgot everything that i thought about. LOL. Omg stm stm stm, die die die.

Geraldine is going to Msia today. Geraldine ah geraldine ah, you must remember to do history hor.

Cannot leave all the work to us okay? XD. Remember buy my souveneir(?) ok :P

Cheng Chai Hao, i do miss you, actually. I hope you won't come my blog, and by chance, see this. :)

Too good to be true.

HI HELLO ARLOW ELLO. HEHEHEHHOHOOOHAHAHAH.

Today i'm so happy can. Played audition from morning till now, with darling Nicolaa <3

Ty alot la, help me tagtagtag. Tag until so shiok LOL. Finally lp today. See our violet ring HAHAHA.

Thanksthanksthanksthanks much many alot la , ily *rape*

SEE OUR PRETTY VIOLET RING. Gtg bye LOL. :P

Life is so unpredictable.

Helloooooo peopleeeeeee :). Helloooooo alienssssss :).
Common test week over, i'm so happy :D. But i think i didn't do well though. Sorry for locking my blog for 3 days.
Ohwell, at least i think it's 3 days. I locked blog cause photobucket screwed my blogskin,
and i didn't have time to change or edit it. So i just temporary lock it. Thanks to Fenny for telling me about my blogskin XD.
Yesterday managed to get some time with my darling computer, so i changed blogskin. I still don't quite like it, LOL.
Blah, whatever . Let me cut the crap and go straight to the point.

I think i'm going to fail my:

• English
• Mathematics
• PHYSICS!
• History

I think that's all. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT EITHER, BUT I THINK I WILL PASS CHINESE.
I memorized all the cheng yu from 1 to 25, just like teacher told us to do. Then the first part of paper,
come out all the cheng yu that i memorized. I counted the marks, and realised that if i got full marks for cheng yu section,
even if i just pass the rest of the sections, i will PASS in chinese overall marks. Dream come trueeee :D
For english, i don't even know what the eff is adjectival phrases. I just hope i don't fail, and i'm happy.
Maths is a total disaster? Alot of question i dunno how do. Ohwell, no point brooding over it.
Next week getting back all the common test papers. PHYSICS SUCK LA. I really really think i will fail.

Today, bused to lot one, then bused to school. Wasn't late :). First lesson IT skills. Waste time.
I would rather be studying my Science lor. After IT skills, is science common test. Bio was quite easy,
as i memorized all the groups of vertebrates and invertebrates, and all their characteristics. :)
PHYSICS IS A TOTAL TOTAL DISASTER CANNNNN? I only know one question confirm correct.
The rest i all dk if is right or wrong. But i got study for my Physics leh, how come will turn out like that -.-
OH AND I FORGOT TO BRING THE FUGGING CALCULATOR FOR PHYSICS COMMON TEST TODAY.
I took out calculator from bag because today no maths lesson. FUCK LA -.-. All those equations(?) in Physics common test, i do working. Alot of numbers is hard divide de, so i just anyhow guess.
And my workings sure got wrong de. And got alot questions, if use calculater, 50% more chance of getting correct,
because i can some sort of do guess and check. Shit my brian, shit my memory. -.-

After school, went home, eat, go back school, training. Training was very fun :D
Ending post here, parents want me go grandma house. Bye :D

Life just doesn't go the way i plan it, and it's so unpredictable.

Fantasize.

Hello :). Today was fun. During maths lesson, Mr FATTY Chua go catch my fringe.
It's not like it's veyr long lor. Hello mr chua, open your eyes and see other people's fringe -.-
ESPECIALLY MY MUMMY(LIMQING) ONE. LONGER THAN MINE LEH! Bad mummy.

After school, got class gathering. Ate packet lunch, nasi lemak. Very hot leh, the chilli.
But it's quite nice la. Then got chocolates and drinks. After eating and drinking finish,
went down to indoor sports hall to play volley awhile, then boarded the bus to support b boys' finals.
They lost :(. Ohwell, good game anyway.

Won't be using computer so much now. I'm lazy to on my comp, plus common tests next week.
Oh and btw Ms Khoo, I ACE YOUR TEST! 1/10. :)
Byebye :D

Dreams don't come true.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
I hope everyone get alot ang bao, and i wish all couples to last long :D

Today, i was awakened by my father's flying kick at my hand which was dangling out of bed -.-
Changed into my new clothes. A sleeveless dress. I seriously can't believe i actually wore a sleeves dress -.-
And the dress is a lot polka dot somemore, lmao la!

My family and i went to grandma house, then went to great grandma house.
Great grandma house got alot people. Alot ang bao XD. At there eat huo guo,
watched tv. The tv programme very funny! Very nice to watch :D.

Went home at 4pm+. When i reached home, immediately changed my clothes,
and quickly open ang baos :D. After open finish all, i counted how much $$ there is.
There's a total of exactly $___!(Idw write cause i scared people say i show off x.x).
That amount of money was more than what i received last year :D

For some personal reasons, I don't like the fact that cny and valentine falls on the same day.
Blah, whatever la :P. NICOLA KRISTY AGREED TO BE MY VALENTINES DATE <3
HOHOHO, I'M GONNA RAPE HER TONIGHT. ily la dear kristy <3

Zuqi doesn't want me anymore )': !! But i still want her :P

I had a dream about me and you. Too bad that dreams don't come true..

Happy bird day kor ♥

Happy bird day to LIONG TZE SIAN kor :D
Ok la, although you not very shuai, you quite cute. Thanks for being there for me,
whenever i'm feeling down, depressed, angry or irritated. You're always there,
to be my listening ear. Although you didn't really give me any advise whenever i talk to you,
about my peoblems and stuffs, i really appreciate you being my listening ear.
You helped me a little for getting over ____, and now, i feel so much happier.

And you somesort of made me famous in sch. People walk pass me,
and say "Tzesian de meimei!" lol. Cause of this hor, i didn't feel so lonely in BP :)
Blah, thanks for everything la! To me, you're the best brother in the world! :D
I know i sometimes very irritating or whatever, but i hope you'll forgive me uh.
You always make me laugh when i really wanted to emo, and you never fail to cheer me up.
You teach me hw when i dunno how do, but i still don't understand what you teaching LOL.
But i appreciate your effort in trying to teach la :D. You also teach me volleyball,
and you also told me how to improve myself, my attitude. :)

Gosh, so fast and you're 14! Omg old already! I bought you a pressie,
i hope you like it! It's a bag, and i know you wanted a new bag, cause yours v small.
Thanks for everything, ily LOL. XD

See i dedicate this whole post to you. Must be touched to tears ok!

It's just the beginning.

Hello :). Today, took bus 302 with Geraldine, then decided to take bus 300,
cause we were lazy to walk. When we clocked in, the bell just nice rang.
Went up to hall, morning assembly. After morning assembly, went back classroom.

English lesson, i only have one word to describe it - BORING!
I really can't help but sleep during English class -.-. Why can't the teacher make the lesson somehow more interesting?
She's just droning on and on, like a tape stuck on replay ._.
Oh and when i was half asleep/half day dreaming, the teacher ask me go in front of class,
read some stupid textbook passage. Went in front of class, and felt that my throat abit sore.
So i "ahem" awhile, then everyone laugh o.o. Then when i started reading, very soft.
Alot people cannot hear. So i read louder and louder, and i shout the last word of the passage.
After shout+drag the word finish, everyone was there like, cheering and clapping. LOL?

After english lesson, is chinese lesson. I still haven't take a book from tcher's pidgeon hole,
and she ask if i want it to rot there -.-. Chinese sarks. Tcher gave us back our compo,
and i got 31/50. Actually is 34, then i got more than 7 words write wrong, so minus mark.
The compo is need to write about ourselves, and i wrote alot of things.
Teacher commented that i'm a stubborn girl (i alrd know), and i find it funny how she phrase it, lol.
Idk why hor, during chinese class i just won't get tired and sleep. Weird leh o.o.

During recess, the student councils(?) selling roses and heart-shape balloons.
Alot of people buy. And got one board, got alot of dedications. So sweet, lol.
After eating finish, went back up to class. Blahblahblah, then bell ring.

Bio lesson, teacher didn't come, so don't have class test. For me, it's counted as good news :)
Cause i didn't study at all, i forgot to do so. Nidda do chapter 9 during bio lesson,
but i was reading a super nice book that Limqing lent me. Omg la the book is nice!

Maths is totally !$%&*%. I don't understand a single word Ms Pang is talking.
She's just like, talking to herself la -.-. And she talk so funny, hahahah.
I realised that i was sleeping with my eyes open, because i don't remember sleeping,
then Mr Chua ask me wake up o.o? Whatever, didn't pay attention. Maths sarks -.-
I just hope that i get at least B4 for common test, i dont wanna fail :(

After maths, is history if i'm not wrong. History sarks. Teacher talk like,
so weird. She malay, so cannot pronounce the chinese names properly.
Smsed with Limqing during history lesson, even though she was sitting beside the behind me.
Hahaha! Smsed about some stuffs. :)

After school, hang around in canteen, then boarded the bus with other volleyballers,
went to Clementi Town Sec Sch, support our c division boys' finals against Hwa Chong.
Ohwell, they lost. But good game though, at least you all got second position :D

Ending post here, byebye (:

I have nothing to say la, your taste is ~!#$^%$&

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Hi blah. Idk why i'm posting. Today not much mood, idk why. Blahblahblah.
I forgot what i was gonna post lol. I think i blah. I want to blah. I dunno why blah.
WHAT I BLAHING ABOUT?! Bleh, whatever. Oh and Limqing says i'm very scary,
when i emo. Omg i don't remember i got emo leh :(. I will be cheeeeeerful :D
My brother says that i emo very scary i cheerful very stupid. I so sad T.T
Byebye LOL.

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Even a little bit of attention from you would be appreciated :'(