Bring me back to JC and Uni days seriously. When we were all still teenagers with not much care nor responsibilities. When we don't need to think too much. We were all so young and attractive with so much hopes and dreams for the world. Adulting is tough. I think I am slowly withering away. My personality type has changed quite a bit as well. Almost complete opposite to when I took it during JC. Once again I am right, change is the only constant. I am frustrated and exasperated. At myself and generally at what I've become and the way I am behaving. I miss my passionate drive, enthusiasm, optimism, broad-mindedness and just that bright attractive spark I had. I also miss the efforts I used to put in in the past to be a nicer person. I think I have become more cautious and vulnerable in this unpredictable world full of adults. Maybe I need to draw some distance between me and the world and keep to myself for a bit.
Fuck this shit
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