I really enjoy it when I have chill postings because that gives me time to embrace my life and let my mind wander everywhere during the afternoon. It also gives me time to do things I've always wanted to do but never had the time to actually pursue such things. Chill afternoons by myself allow me to revel in the festivities of my dizzily colourful life. Everything is happening way too fast. I am growing up faster than I would have liked to and I see my childhood slipping away from me. I do not have enough time for myself anymore and clinical life is really just so busy. All I've ever wanted to do from young is just do sports and music. I gave up on music, picked up dance then gave up on dance. I refuse to drop my sports, I refuse to lose myself in this fast paced world. It was because of who I was and what I had been doing thus far in my life, that made me who I am. That made me want to pursue Medicine. If I stop doing the things I love doing and lose myself because of Medicine, wouldn't that mean my passion for Medicine is now riding on loose clouds, sitting on false ceilings?
P.S. I really enjoy listening to Chinese songs and breaking down their lyrics. Art at it's finest.
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