Writing???

It is so hard to write a formal email to your principal who knows you and so it's like a semi-formal email wtf i don't even know how to phrase it properly. The choice of words and tone is so hard zzz. Next. I'm starting to write my personal statement for Medicine. I've been delaying it for so long because honestly speaking, I'm scared to write. I have a phobia for essays?? I always think that it may not be good enough. I really speak better than I write. But if the first stage is to write and I fail it, I won't even be able to speak???? I always think I'm so much more than I seem to be :( I should really start feeling better about my writing and start to let my thoughts flow because I've been staring at the empty Microsoft Doc for more than 15mins. Soosian pls start to trust your writing. IT CAN BE GOOD IF U PUT YOUR HEART INTO IT. Essays kill me over and over again I swear. But my grammar is not even bad??? I think this is a mental block resulting from tons of lousy GP essays. They have crushed all my confidence to write. Because of all the stupid marks that I was so concerned about last time. Uselss and lousy marks marks MARKS WHICH DON'T EVEN MATTER because A level is only one stage of life, whereas writing takes place throughout your life.

Faith, trust and pixie trust. Go for it soosian, just write whatever you want and trust that it is the best and nothing but the best :)))))



Update: Yesssssss my pen(keyboard) is flowing. Guess I'm gonna go the sincere and genuine story writing/blogging way for my personal statement ;)