Miracle ?

whole day using com , father dint scold .

miracle uhs . i think i dont tai guo fen alr ,

cos last time i is play whole day then father ban me from playing so long ,

become can only play 2h .

now he dont mind , i think is gimme shiok awhile ,

but let me learn to 'control' myself ?

okay , i off alr bahs .

byes .

ahhsiann♥

2 more days .

now i dont rly look forward to my bdae ,

so what if its 2 more days ? big fuck ?

what i really want now is ,

me and cch patch back♥ .

u know that i really dint mean it .

i tried to talk to u nicely ,

just like this morning ,

i talked to u like on any ordinary day,

and what was ur reply ? no reply .

from yesterday , i've been hoping that ,

a fresh day , fresh start ,

everything would be okay .

but was it ? today it has gotten worse .

i smsed you using the usual words i would use on a usual day ,

but u dint even reply .

what u want me to do ?

i talked to u nicely . but did u ?

maybe you feel that u did , idontknow .

& when i apologised , for whatever wrongs i have done ,

u said its not my fault . if not my fault then whose fault ?

not my fault then why are u treating me like this ?

is it so hard to forgive and forget ? i said i was sorry .

& im really sorry . you know that too .

i really hope that , tmr will be just like any ordinary day..

i alr said i was sorry , what more do u want ?

i hope that , we could go back to like last time ,

where we used to laugh happily , nth to be worried abt ..

& im reall sorry . forgive me would you ?

i've been trying to talk to u nicely...

i know you're sad that i keep questioning you ,

but i questioned you cos i cared ...

haiss , idk what to do anymore .

i really hope tmr would be like any ordinary day ..

i just wanna let u knw that , im sorry and ily .

forgive me ..