today , school as normal ,
shall not elaborate much about school .
cos i got STM , dont remember things that happened . :D
so , 12.30 , me , natalie , dismissed alr ,
cos we helping out in open house so we dismiss early
so that we have time to "eat" .
then , dismissed , me , natalie , nadzirah ,
went natalie house .
natalie lend me PE attire .
then while she taking ,
me and nadzirah wait at the void deck .
took some pictures .
then after natalie came down ,
we went back school ,
helped with open house .
all the k1 / k2 peepos very cute can ?
so , we just helped them with some games .
then after that , done alr ,
can go home alr .
so , natalie went home to watch tv .
then me and nadzirah went canteen ,
saw gwen . so we chatted + ate :D .
then , i saw my p1 buddddieess <3
the cuteeeee twins <3
talked with them awhile ,
then their recess over alr .
so , we went back hall , took bag .
then after awhile , gwen went home .
then nadzirah dunno fly where .
so i decided to go home also .
then when i walking down ,
met gwen agn . :D
so , arrived at below gwen's block ,
and we chatted awhile .
our awhile very long , cos its a few hours :D .
then , after that , gwen went home .
i went sijia's block .
then sijia brought biscuits for me <3
omg ty ilyyyyy <3
so , dint notice the time .
until sijia reminded me .
then alr 6.05 i think .
so , chionged home .
then post . byeees ..
and hor , my com kisiao alr .
keep on auto restarting . _l_ .
ahhsiann♥
hmmm , i realised that , i dont really hyper anymore after i recovered from my sickness . am i becoming an abnormal freakooooo ? why have i changed so much ? i really hope to get back my hyperness . :3 . or is it that after i met u , i lost my hyperness worrying about you ? i hope not .
hmmm .., i really feel that your love towards me is fading . its like , u dont care for me anymore . take the last few days for an example . its like , last time , during school hours u will sms me/reply me when i sms you. now leh ? its like , im not important anymore . u only will after school then sms me . do u know how much it hurts me when i dont get ur sms ? i will get worried and i cant concentrate x.x . i keep thinking of you ♥ ... but , do u think of meeee ? sometimes i really wonder . in fact , im frightened . peepos say that , things dont last forever . im scared that the saying is true . what if ...? i really cant imagine how i'll live on without you ... and , somemore , last time , u will not forget to see your phone one . how bout now ? u forget and forget ... its as good as forgetting me ... do u know how much it hurts me when you finally replied and said " ps i forgot to see phone ;x" ? its like , im not part of ur life anymore . it just breaks my heart ... and everytime when i hope that you wont forget again , u still do ... and yesterday , you said you may be coming to open house . do u know how happy i am when i heard that ? but in the end , u dint come . but , i cant rly blame u . cos you said you're in school . or are u in school ? i really hope you're not lying .. and , everytime i sms you , you confirm late reply . cos you said u were doing sth . and most of the time , i will just stay awake , waiting for ur reply . and when u finally reply , its like , i almost will burst into tears . you said that every night you late reply , is cos you're doing sth for ur parents . i rly hope u are . or are u just playing com that u forgot abt me ? i rly hope its not like i said ... perhaps all that im saying is wrong . or maybe you might find me tai guo fen / petty for saying this. you may think that its small matters ? but to me , its not small x.x . or i might have misunderstood you . pls make it clear to me x.x . so , ily more and more each day , but do u ? or is ur love fading day by day ? i really hope i made the right choice .. fact is that , imy , iny , ily loads&&loads ♥ .
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