Bz

你心裡理想情人是幾分

是否也會有我的份

I am quite overwhelmed the upcoming few months. I just want to list them out so I can pace myself.

1. 4 July Starting my KTPH posting in a very important and busy team, hence need to work hard and study Ortho content as well

2. 5-9 July Overseas oral podium presentation

3. 8 July- 8 Aug Pesta Sukan, playing in 2 categories. I need to train 1-2x/week

4. 23 Aug MRCS Part B in Kuching. I need to study hard and fight for leave and book my tickets and accoms.

5. Early Sept CCK CC invitational cup. I need to train 1-2x/week

6. Writing 3 papers now, 1 of which is still in data collection stage

7. Trying to publish all 3 papers by Sept before residency application cycle starts again

8. 23-25 Nov Aiming for oral presentation at SOA

9. Need to get all the above done concurrently within such a short period of time, yet need to go on call 5-6x/month

10. I think about all the above I tired already

Will I really be able to work hard +++ and achieve all the above? I think the hardest I've ever worked was during JC to build my portfolio to get into med sch. After that, in med sch I just lepak and enjoy my life playing so many sports and picking up dance etc and making new friends. I really did enjoy life. Looks like it is time to strive hard in life again!!! I CAN DO THIS

一萬個秘密正在心底腐爛

今天的你是幸福還是孤單?

Unfortunately this is very bad timing. Very bad emotional and mental state to be in during these upcoming important 3 months of my life. But this should not be an excuse for people to take pity on me and stay just to tide me through because that would be even more cruel. And unfair. To me. I do not need pity and I do not need fixing. I do not need sympathy nor empathy. That would be looking down on me. I am really ok. It will be ok :)

It's ok

I'm ok

I hope you're ok

It is what it is

This too shall pass :')

Reminder to self: Humans start out alone and may end up alone anyway. It is not abnormal. Learn to embrace it.