You wasted my prettiest years

You wasted my prettiest years

You're just like mocha with that summer tan

Life has been really nice for awhile :)

Chaotic the last couple o months

But all g now, everything has been going up

And can only continue to go up

Cheers

Stop and stare

Stop and stare

I think I'm moving but I go no where

Honestly

Been a tiring few weeks

Physically, mentally and emotionally

I've been stuck in a dump

Maybe dump is the wrong word, wrong scenario painted

I've been stuck at a two way lane

总会有人

 

总会有人

把你看得比自己更重要 

总会有人 

发现你身上所有的好 

总会有人 

拥抱你微笑背后的伤 

让你觉得世界不算糟

想哭就弹琴

你说

想哭就弹琴

想起你就写信

We play games of love to avoid the depression

"We play games of love to avoid the depression

We been here before and I won't be a victim"

Still tough man really tough.

Should I try harder?

But like

Aiyo

Changes

I think I'm gonna take a break from alcohol

Probably won't last that long

But Lord knows I could use some sleep, mmm

Changes, they might drive you half-insane

But it's killing you to stay the same

But it's all gonna work out, it's all gonna work out someday

我們不討論的關係

我們不討論的關係 

很接近卻不是愛情 

沒人不羨慕的關係

只是沒結局的續集

Don't overthink, don't get too emotionally involved

He's not suitable for you in the long run, he's not the one

He will not like you in that way, hence you should not like him

He's fun and comfortable and stable

You enjoy spending time with him

That does not mean you like him in that way

Alas, fondness for a human being regardless of gender, is it this?

There is no situation to be in a situationship

I think for now this is companionship

I've been embracing my inner girl and feelings and emotions more nowadays LOL

Am I allowed to cry

Been enjoying life and procrastinating way too much recently. Gotta get my head in the game!!!

All's well

我对天空这个那个流星

大喊后会不会有奇迹

Alas

Alas, it was null

Time will always tell. Being patient is my new virtue. Am chillin'. Taking things as they come.

May these memories break our fall

Long live the walls we crashed through

How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you

It's going good

It's going great

Don't be scared

But I'm scared

Be brave

And let's see where this goes

:)

Breathe

2024 has been incredibly amazing so far and I feel immensely blessed.

Started the year with a bang, of course I worked my butt off (the sheer number of calls really take my breath away - in extremely bad ways), signed up for free class pass trial in Jan, went for everything by myself, muay thai, BJJ, pole dance, hip hop, yoga. Went rollder blading, went back to VB training, went drinking, spent time with close friends, caught up and reconnected with old friends. Feb was even better, went snowboarding (for the first time) in Japan. Fun fun fun fun! I would probably do it once a year every season. Really a good break from work. Period of healing. Also went for my first proper concert (not as a cashier LOL) - Ed Sheeran, and it was so great. Still have lots of stuff planned next. Mount Kinabalu in March, Bali surf retreat in May. Life just keeps getting better and I am extremely thankful.

Cheers :)