Bittersweet

So far, school has been, basically tough. All I can say is that it has been so fast paced and training gets me feeling like shit and everything is just so so so tiring. I don't know what to think anymore. I really hope we do well for A div and after that, I can concentrate on my studies. Luckily I have my losers in 13/14, which makes jc life so much more bearable.

Some times I think my future looks quite bright while other times I think my future looks quite bleak. Some times I have ridiculous thoughts of dropping out of school and marrying chongwei in the future and just be a housewife. Sigh, I think I should try to accomplish big things instead. I think I can do better if I put in more effort into whatever I'm doing. My dad always says I'm a smartypants even though I'm not textbook smart. I want to be a doctor or lawyer (this choice has been out since my GP is shit)  but I cannot see myself as one because I don't think I'm a good person and ppl say I'm cunning HAHAHA which I won't deny. What am I born into this world for? What is my purpose in life???????

Happy new ear

I love wormy because he's the wormy in my tummy :D

2014 has been great and awesome and amazing and wonderful because I found worm. Let 2015 be even better, may you complete army safely and may I complete A levels amazingly HAHAHA. Once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR PULL YOUR EAR AND POKE YOU HERE. Busy year ahead. Fighting!