Don’t ask me why the rain has come; ask me when the rainbow will be formed

“Think of it this way, Idiot. Everyone starts from Joo Koon MRT Station, the farthest end of the East West MRT Line. Some people alight at certain stations. Some people board the train and never alight. They go all the way to Pasir Ris MRT Station, then back to Joo Koon MRT Station. You know why?”

I shook my head while drumming my fingers on the table.

“People who alight at various stations have found their destinations. People who never alight have yet to find their destinations. But eventually, everyone has to alight. Many people alight at the wrong station. It doesn’t matter, because there will always be the next train. Idiot, you’ve alighted. At the right station. Now, it’s a matter of walking to your destination.”

Left on the sidelines, stuck at a red light

Left on the sidelines, stuck at a red light

Waiting for my time, so just tell me

Why don't you love me?

Touch me, tell me I'm your everything

The air you breathe

And why don't you love me baby?

Open up your heart tonight

I could be all that you need

Why don't you love me?

I'm writing this love song only for you.

Yo. EOY is over *claps*. Let's hope I get at least 2 A1s. If not I'll be like :(. So yeah basically, on the last day of EOY, once everyone finished their papers, they went out with friends to play/shop or went home immediately to play their favourite computer games etcetc/watch their dramas. For me? Well, I spent that day with training -____- And the day after? That's a saturday. Well, in the morning, I spent it with training too -.- irritating lololol. Really don't like training. I won't say I don't like volleyball but I really don't like fat coach's training. I think it's just me, but I don't care, I just don't like it. Sorry. I'm tired.

So, after training ended that day, went home and chionged drama. To The Beautiful You. Finished it in 2 days ^_^ (which made me feel that i have no life lol). The drama not bad, it's quite good, but I just didn't really like the ending, that's all :). So yeah, then I feel that I really have no life if i spam drama everyday. So I decided not to start on a new drama. And this afternoon I refrained from using the computer lest I would start on new drama. But it was so damn boring I really had nothing to do. Nothing at all. So I slept LOL. After waking up, I ate my dinner (yay claps wasted one whole day doing nothing (yet again)). Ok so I decided to start on new drama lol. Okcan soosian kcan. But I promised myself I'll only watch 1 to 3 episodes per day, no more than that :) Cannot chiong. Really screwing my body alarm, and it's not even the holidays yet. Ok so anyway I think I'm becoming weirder and weirder. I think I'm slowly drifting away from this world, like I'm losing hold of everything. I don't know. I think I complain too much? I don't know. I think I'm slowly sinking into my own sad world where no happiness, fun and laughter exist. I don't know. It's been a long time since I had a hearty laugh.
I really don't know what I don't know anymore.